By:
Upala
KBR,
Mid-Day
Wednesday,
November
29,
2006
Few
people
know
that
even
though
Sanjay
Dutt
and
Rhea
Pillai
have
divorced,
they
still
remain
close
friends.
Dutt
continues
to
be
an
important
part
of
Rhea's
new
family
with
husband
Leander
Paes
and
daughter
Aiyana.
In
an
exclusive
heart-to-heart
with
HiTLIST,
Pillai
recounts
her
emotions
post
Dutt's
verdict
in
the
1993
serial
bomb
blasts
case.
What
was
your
reaction
when
you
first
heard
the
news?
Initially,
I
was
shocked
to
hear
that
Sanjay
had
been
found
guilty.
However,
when
I
spoke
to
Satish
(Maneshinde,
Dutt's
lawyer)
he
told
me
that
it
was
a
conviction
under
the
Arms
Act
and
not
TADA,
so
I
heaved
a
sigh
of
relief
and
was
really
happy.
Of
course,
I
was
hoping
for
an
acquittal
but
this
is
the
next
best
thing.
Were
you
apprehensive
before
the
verdict
came
out?
No,
I
wasn't.
I
had
a
very
good
feeling
about
the
whole
thing,
which
I
communicated
to
Sanju
time
and
again.
This
feeling
defies
logic,
because
the
conviction
rate
in
the
case
is
over
80
per
cent.
Now
that
it
has
gone
fairly
well,
it
feels
great.
Did
you
speak
to
Sanjay
today?
I
spoke
with
him
before
and
after
the
verdict.
Right
now,
he's
still
trying
to
figure
out
the
ramifications
of
the
situation.
He
was
stressed,
but
simultaneously
positive.
You
were
there
with
Sanjay
during
the
darkest
moment
of
his
life.
How
did
you
cope?
You
just
do,
you
know.
It's
been
emotionally
draining
for
all
of
us,
but
it
is
nothing
compared
to
what
Sanjay
has
been
through.
Considering
that
he
spent
18
months
in
jail,
there
was
a
lot
to
be
done
and
understood
by
all
of
us.
But
it
all
boils
down
to
having
faith
in
Sanjay,
myself
and
believing
right
from
the
start
that
he
is
completely
innocent.
I
am
still
with
Sanjay...
What
do
you
mean
by
that?
Although
we
agreed
to
disagree
on
our
views
about
our
marriage,
we
remain
steadfast
in
our
belief
in
each
other.
I
am
always
there
for
Sanjay,
with
the
support
of
both
Leander
(Paes)
and
Aiyana
(her
infant
daughter).
It's
difficult
for
most
people
to
understand
our
relationship,
but
even
though
Sanjay
and
I
have
divorced,
we
remain
friends
and
will
continue
to
support
each
other.
Sanjay
and
I
separated
four
years
ago,
but
that
kind
of
love
doesn't
change,
it
grows
deeper,
wiser
and
more
mature.
That's
unconditional
love.
Did
you
ever
feel
frustrated
when
Sanjay
was
in
jail?
Yes
I
was,
but
that
frustration
was
never
towards
him.
Actually,
I
think
it
was
confusion,
as
we
were
trying
to
understand
what
was
going
on.
There
was
confusion
about
the
system
too.
Anybody
who
knows
Sanjay
knows
that
he
is
an
amazing
human
being.
You
can't
call
him
a
terrorist.
That's
a
crime
in
itself.
That
the
honorable
judge,
P
D
Kode,
acknowledged
this
is
very
heartening,
even
though
the
verdict
has
come
over
a
decade
later.
How
has
Leander
reacted
to
the
verdict?
Lee
has
been
amazingly
supportive.
He
was
very
happy
when
he
heard
about
it.
He
got
to
know
about
it
before
I
did.
He
was
the
one
who
called
me
up
and
told
me
the
good
news.