"I have served food at Tina Ambani's wedding" Rakhi... Contd.
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I
don"t
care
if
I
die
tomorrow...
I
know
how
I
survived
for
so
many
years
in
this
industry
and
today
I
don"t
have
a
desire
to
live
any
longer.
Aisa
kya
face
kiya
hai
maine?
Think????
I
have
faced
everything,
and
casting
couch
is
a
very
small
thing
which
exists
everywhere
not
only
in
this
industry
but
everywhere…
for
females
as
well
as
males.
There
is
so
much
dirt
in
this
kalyug,
and
God
should
take
birth
now.
I
have
always
been
living
and
doing
things
for
others
and
nothing
for
myself…
for
myself
I
am
just
alive
and
if
I
die
tomorrow
I
don"t
care!
There
are
no
pleasures
in
my
life…
I
am
wearing
a
solitaire
but
still
I
don"t
feel
good…
I
am
not
interested
in
money,
diamonds,
work,
house
or
even
my
boyfriend.
I
have
everything…
yet
I
am
not
happy
because
I
have
lots
of
sadness
in
my
heart.
I
will
die
in
peace
when
all
the
children
studying
in
Municipal
schools
all
over
India
get
access
to
computers.
I
would
like
to
donate
my
eyes,
kidney
before
dying.
The
law
was
right
when
Sanjay
Dutt
got
punished...
For
me
he
is
not
Sanjay
Dutt,
the
star
he
is
just
another
criminal
and
poor
people
who
died
in
the
blasts
got
justice
when
those
who
had
committed
crime
went
to
jail.
I
thanked
God
that
he
did
justice
for
all.
I
was
very
happy
when
Sanjay
Dutt
got
punished
and
I
don"t
care
if
the
entire
industry
turns
against
me
due
to
my
quotes.
The
industry
is
matlabi
and
they
want
Sanjay
Dutt
to
be
free
because
their
money
is
involved.
No
one
dare
ask
me
why
I
am
giving
such
quotes
as
everyone
knows
what
is
the
truth
and
they
all
know
what
happened
is
right.
But
I
am
not
talking
about
Sanjay
Dutt,
I
am
talking
about
that
person
who
has
committed
a
crime
towards
our
nation
and
I
think
always
about
the
poor
because
the
rich
are
trapped
in
maintaining
their
own
high
profile
image.
I
hate
it
when
these
hypocrites
wearing
designer
clothes
talk
big
about
helping
the
poor
in
front
of
the
camera
but
the
moment
the
camera
is
switched
off
they
forget
everything.
Everyday
somebody
says
why
don"t
you
change
yourself
a
bit?
They
say
I
am
too
honest
and
ek
din
yeh
sach
tumhe
le
dubega
and
I
am
left
thinking
am
I
wrong?
Is
it
a
sin
to
be
honest…
but
if
I
stop
being
honest
how
do
I
survive?
I
talk
to
myself
and
I
try
be
diplomatic
but
I
cannot
do
it.
I
don"t
think
there
is
anything
that
I
want
to
change
about
myself.
I
agree
that
in
your
profession
sometimes
you
have
to
be
diplomatic
but
it
is
not
necessary
that
you
move
ahead
in
your
career
by
only
being
diplomatic
than
what
talent
do
you
have?