Bollywood late actress Jiah Khan, who committed suicide last Monday, by hanging to death, was reportedly very depressed over her troubled relationship with boyfriend Suraj Pancholi. Jiah's mother Rabia Amin had found a six-page suicide letter, left behind by the late actress, blaming Suraj for betraying her trust, that led her to take the drastic step of ending her life.
Jiah had revealed some shocking realities of her life and about her relationship with Sooraj. According to the suicide letter written by the late actress, she was raped by her boyfriend and also had to undergo abortion. The suicide note reads, "After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I didn't deserve this. I didn't see any love or commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you. So I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye."
"The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you. I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply. You destroyed my Christmas and my birthday dinner when I came back," the note further read. "No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood. Things were looking up for me here, but is it worth it when you constantly feel the pain of heartbreak when the person you love wants to abuse you or threatens or hit you or cheats on you telling other girls they are beautiful or throws you out of their house when you have no where to go and you've come to them out of love or when they lie to your face or they make you chase after them in their car," it says.