Actress Esha Deol swears that her role in the forthcoming Ankahee has been one of her toughest to date. Esha plays the role of a beauty queen in the movie. She was heard saying that her mother Hema Malini used to be worried sick while she was shooting for the flick as Esha used to constantly be in a state of depression. The actress used to get nervous attacks and nightmares. Hema and Esha's sister Ahaana decided that after the shooting of the film, the family will take a week's holiday to get Esha out of the horrific mindset. Well, acting may not always be all-so-glam after all.