Rishi
Kapoor
On
Buying
An
Award
For
Bobby
&
His
Cold
War
With
Big
B
Rishi
Kapoor
admitted
that
he
bought
a
popular
magazine
award
for
Bobby,
and
later
he
felt
guilty
for
a
long
time.
He
also
thought
that
this
was
the
reason
for
the
initial
coldness
between
him
and
Amitabh
Bachchan
who
felt
that
he
deserved
the
award
for
Zanjeer.
"It
was
a
mistake,
and
I'm
owning
it
up
in
the
book.
But
that
doesn't
mean
after
that
I
bought
all
my
awards.
I
was
so
naive
then...
a
20-year-old
brash
bacha,"he
said
in
a
Facebook
live
interview
with
HT.
On
His
Struggles
In
Bollywood
"I
may
have
not
slept
on
pavements
or
gone
hungry
and
had
a
huge
hit
in
Bobby,
but
then
on
what?
I
was
in
the
choppy
sea
all
my
life.
I
was
battling
the
huge
hurricane
of
action
movies
and
competing
with
stars
such
as
Amitabh
Bachchan,
Dharmendra,
Shatrugan
Sinha,
and
so
on.
I
was
a
romantic
hero
in
an
action-films
era."
On
His
Depression
''I
had
thought
Karz
(1980)
would
do
wonders
for
my
career.
It
had
wonderful
music,
and
some
great
work
by
the
cast
and
crew.
When
that
didn't
happen,
I
lost
my
nerve,
sinking
into
a
deep
depression.''
''I
couldn't
face
the
camera
anymore.
At
that
time
I
was
shooting
simultaneously
for
four
films:
Naseeb,
Deedar-e-Yaar,
Zamaane
Ko
Dikhana
Hai
and
Prem
Rog.
But
I
couldn't
bring
myself
to
go
to
work.''
On
His
Relationship
With
His
Father
&
Son
"My
time
was
very
limited
but
I
never
failed
in
taking
them
on
vacations
and
spending
Sundays
with
them.
But
then
I
would
have
hated
to
be
on
hey
buddy-back-slapping
terms
with
my
father
and
I
don't
expect
my
son
to
do
the
same.
I
believe
ek
izzat
ki
deewar
honi
chahiye.''
I
Love
My
Son
But
I
Can't
Go
Overboard
"I'm
not
the
kind
who'd
like
to
share
secrets
with
him
about
his
girlfriends.
I
wouldn't
like
that
or
ever
do
that.
I
am
a
different
kind
of
father.
I
love
my
son
to
death
but
I
cannot
go
overboard.
Maybe
I
am
wrong
-
that
is
debatable
-
but
that
is
how
I
was
brought
up."
On
Being
Outspoken
"I
have
never
hurt
anybody
intentionally.
If
I
do,
I
always
apologise.
I
know
diplomacy
is
not
one
of
the
great
virtues
of
mine.
I
choose
to
be
very
outspoken
and
often
I
land
myself
into
trouble."
How
He
Met
Dawood
Ibrahim
''The
year
was
1988.
I
had
landed
in
Dubai
with
my
closest
friend,
Bittu
Anand,
for
an
Asha
Bhosle-RD
Burman
night.
Dawood
always
had
a
man
at
the
airport
to
keep
him
posted
on
VIP
movement.
When
I
was
leaving
the
airport,
a
stranger
walked
up
to
me
and
handed
me
a
phone.
He
said,
'Dawood
sa'ab
baat
karenge
(Dawood
sa'ab
would
like
to
talk
to
you).'''
''Obviously,
this
was
before
the
1993
blasts
in
Mumbai
and
I
didn't
think
of
Dawood
as
a
fugitive
on
the
run.
Dawood
welcomed
me
and
said,
'If
there
is
anything
you
need,
just
let
me
know.' He
also
invited
me
to
his
house.
I
was
taken
aback.''
On
Having
Tea
With
Dawood
Ibrahim
''At
his
home
greeted
us
warmly
and
apologetically
explained,
'I
called
you
to
tea
because
I
don't
drink
or
serve
alcohol.'
So,
we
had
a
tea-and-biscuits
session
for
four
hours.''
''He
spoke
of
a
number
of
things,
including
some
of
his
criminal
activities
for
which
he
had
no
regrets.
'I
have
carried
out
petty
thefts
but
I
have
never
killed
anyone,
though
I
have
got
someone
killed," he
revealed.
What
Happened
Next...
''He
claimed
to
have
had
someone
shot
in
a
Mumbai
court
for
lying.
I
can't
remember
exactly
what
he
said,
but
it
was
about
someone
going
against
Allah's
word
and
so
they
had
to
do
it.''
''He
claimed,
'I
was
Allah's
messenger,
so
we
shot
him
through
his
tongue
and
then
through
his
brain.'
Director
Rahul
Rawail
later
used
this
real-life
incident
as
the
basis
of
a
courtroom
murder
scene
in
his
film
Arjun
(1985).'
Dawood
Loved
Me
In
The
Film
Tawaif
''Dawood
also
told
me
he'd
loved
me
in
the
film
Tawaif
because
my
name
in
it
was
Dawood.
Dawood
was
pleased
that
through
the
film
I
had
(unwittingly)
glorified
his
name.
Years
later,
in
Nikhil
Advani's
D-Day,
I
once
again
played
Dawood
on
screen.''
''Dawood
spoke
of
his
fondness
for
my
father,
my
uncles,
Dilip
Kumar,
Mehmood,
Mukri
and
other
actors.
I
remember
feeling
rather
fearful
when
I
first
arrived
there,
but
as
the
evening
progressed
my
anxiety
melted
away
and
I
relaxed,
and
we
shared
innumerable
cups
of
tea
over
four
hours.''