London
(ANI):
American
actress
Lindsay
Lohan's
first
ever-lesbian
lover
Courtenay
Semel
has
come
forward
to
reveal
the
harrowing
secret
affair
she
had
with
the
Mean
Girls
star.
Semel
was
the
first
girl
that
Lohan
shared
her
lesbian
inclination
with,
and
it
had
been
a
very
covert
relationship,
unlike
the
one
she
is
now
having
with
British
DJ
Samantha
Ronson.
"Everyone
thinks
Samantha
is
Lindsay's
first
lesbian
love,
but
we
were
very
passionate
until
her
fear
of
being
found
out
drove
us
apart," News
of
the
World
quoted
Semel
as
telling
a
pal.
"At
the
time
she
was
terrified
her
career
would
be
over
if
she
revealed
her
sexual
tendencies.
But
then
Samantha
came
on
to
the
scene
and
I
was
dropped,"
she
added.
Semel,
25,
also
revealed
that
Lohan,
22,
bedded
a
string
of
men
in
a
bid
to
suppress
her
lesbian
urges,
and
to
hide
them
from
her
public.
She
further
revealed
how
as
the
pressure
of
her
double
life
grew,
Lohan
fell
into
addictions,
and
finally
having
a
bizarre
love
triangle
with
Ronson
and
her.
"She
met
Lindsay
in
the
summer
of
2006
at
a
party
in
Malibu,"
Semel's
pal
explained.
"From
the
start
Lindsay
was
very
confused
about
her
feelings
for
Courtenay
so
did
more
and
more
drugs
to
stifle
the
sexual
attraction
she
was
experiencing.
But
eventually
she
just
gave
in
and
at
every
party
they'd
kiss
and
touch
each
other
in
the
corner.
It's
a
miracle
nobody
found
out.
Both
of
them
would
do
lines
of
cocaine
in
the
toilets
then
head
home
and
fall
into
bed
together,"
the
pal
said.
The
two
went
through
an
on-off
relationship
as
Lohan
checked
into
a
succession
of
rehab
units,
and
continued
to
date
men
as
a
'cover'.
But
it
was
as
early
as
January
2007
that
she
first
met
31-year-old
Samantha,
sister
of
pop
guru
Mark
Ronson.
"Back
then
Samantha
and
Lindsay
didn't
have
a
physical
relationship,"
the
pal
continued.
"She
once
said,
'Samantha's
the
father
I
never
had'!
Apparently
Samantha
acted
in
a
'paternal' way
towards
her,
giving
her
advice
and
cuddles,"
the
pal
stated.
At
one
stage,
the
friend
added,
both
Semel
and
Ronson
were
separately
visiting
Lindsay
at
a
rehab
unit
called
Promises.
"By
now
Lindsay
was
sending
'I
love
you'
notes
to
Samantha
and
signing
them
'Lindsay
Ronson'
but
telling
Courtenay
she
loved
her
too," the
pal
went
on.
By
October,
Courtenay
appeared
to
have
the
upper
hand.
She
and
Lindsay
moved
into
a
rented
house
in
Beverly
Hills.
"But
still
Lindsay
brought
men
back," the
pal
added.
"Courtenay
would
throw
fits
of
rage,
writing
her
hundreds
of
angry
e-mails
from
another
room
in
the
house.
The
sexual
attraction
between
them
was
electric
though
and
they'd
still
kiss
and
make
up,"
the
pal
said.
That
ended
last
December
when
Lohan
bedded
one
man
too
many
and,
unable
to
take
more
humiliation,
Semel
moved
out.
It
was
less
than
a
week
later
that
Samantha
was
back
on
the
scene.
Outwardly,
at
least,
Lindsay
became
a
changed
person,
even
turning
blonde.
"Courtenay
still
can't
understand
how
Lindsay
is
now
so
open
with
Samantha," the
pal
commented.
"Every
time
she
sees
a
picture
of
them
together
it
kills
her,"
the
pal
added.