The Volver star said that she felt miserable and lonely. "Many times I would pick up the phone and realise there was no one to call because I didn't have any friends," Contactmusic quoted her as saying. "The experience means a trip back to the Sunset Marquis to meet friends or directors is never one she enjoys. "I cannot even look at those rooms now. I have a weird physical reaction. Everything comes back from those years," she added.