"It's a love story. I just don't know how to play this one. I won't know this world without her. I can't hear a song, I can't pass places that we were together, without being stabbed in the heart. A week ago, Farrah said to me, ''Am I going to make it?'' I said, ''Yes, you'll make it. And if you don't, I'll go with you," The Telegraph quoted him as telling People magazine.
"She stays in bed now. The doctors see that she is comfortable. Farrah is on IVs, but some of that is for nourishment. The treatment has pretty much ended," he added. Ryan also revealed that due to cancer, Fawcett had lost her trademark blonde hair. He, however, added that the actress was still fighting back.
"The hair is gone. Her famous hair. I have it at home. She didn't care. I rub her head. It's kind of fun, actually, this great, tiny little head. How she carried all that hair I''ll never know. She doesn't have a vanity about it," he said. Ryan also revealed that Fawcett had not been told about her son Redmond"s incarceration, as she would be devastated to know that her son was in trouble at such a time. "Farrah doesn't know Redmond''s in trouble. I lie to her. It''s the best thing," Ryan said.