“Everything in our movie, its such a heightened version of reality," People magazine quoted her as having told MTV News. “People don"t just break up (in the films) – they break up and it literally kills you. It"s not like you just say, 'Oh, I"m really depressed and crying". I always had a really hard time figuring out, 'Am I doing enough? Do I look like I"m going to die?"" she said.
Stewart, whose character Bella finds herself in a love triangle with Jacob, played by Taylor Lautner, and Edward, played by Robert Pattinson, says that she struggled when she had to film a specific scene for the sequel New Moon.
“My favourite line in the book is when I have to say to (Jacob), 'It"s him; it"s always been him!"" she said. “Yeah, it killed me. It killed me," she added.