Rihanna
got
candid
in
her
latest
tell-all
interview
with
Vanity
Fair.
Gracing
the
November
cover,
the
Bad
Girl
opens
up
about
her
relationships,
her
'bad
girl'
reputation,
her
sex
life
and
the
ideal
man.
The
star
revealed
that
constant
paparazzi
backing
her
has
scared
her
to
date
at
all.
Despite
so
many
link
up
rumours
with
athletes,
actors
and
singers,
Rihanna
says
her
last
real,
official
boyfriend
was
Chris
Brown
and
then
Dodgers
outfielder
Matt
Kemp,
who
she
says
she
was
just
getting
to
know
when
the
paparazzi
got
a
picture
of
them
together
which
ultimately
spoiled
things
for
them.
"We
were
still
dating
...
we
were
just
three
months
in
and
I
liked
his
vibe,
he
was
a
good
guy,
and
then
paparazzi
got
us
on
vacation
in
Mexico.
He
handled
it
well;
I
didn't.
I
got
so
uncomfortable
because
now
what?
He's
not
even
able
to
be
seen
with
[another]
girl,
because
I'm
dragged
back
into
headlines
that
say
he's
cheating
on
me,
and
I
don't
even
[really]
know
this
guy.
Some
guys
...
I
don't
even
have
their
number.
You
would
not
even
believe
it," she
says
with
a
laugh.
"I'm
serious,
hand
to
God."
Given
that
she's
supposed
to
be
so
freewheeling,
can't
she
just
have
sex
for
fun?
"If
I
wanted
to
I
would
completely
do
that,"
she
said
in
the
interview.
Image
Courtesy
of
Annie
Leibovitz
for
Vanity
Fair
"I
am
going
to
do
what
makes
me
feel
happy,
what
I
feel
like
doing.
But
that
would
be
empty
for
me;
that
to
me
is
a
hollow
move.
I
would
wake
up
the
next
day
feeling
like
shit."
Talking
about
relationships
and
the
ideal
man,
Rihanna
said,
"When
you
love
somebody,
that's
different," she
continues.
Even
if
you
don't
love
them
per
se,
when
you
care
enough
about
somebody
and
you
know
that
they
care
about
you,
then
you
know
they
don't
disrespect
you.
And
it's
about
my
own
respect
for
myself.
A
hundred
percent."
Image
Courtesy
of
Annie
Leibovitz
for
Vanity
Fair
Irritated
with
media
and
paparazzi,
she
said,
"Sometimes
it's
the
first
time
I'm
meeting
this
person-and
then
all
of
a
sudden
I'm
'with
them.'
It
freaks
me
out.
This
industry
creates
stories
and
environments
that
can
make
you
uncomfortable
even
being
friends
with
someone.
If
you
see
me
sitting
next
to
someone,
or
standing
next
to
someone,
what,
I'm
not
allowed
to
do
that?
I'm
like,
are
you
serious?
Do
you
think
it's
going
to
stop
me
from
having
a
friend?"
She
added,
"I'm
the
worst.
I
see
a
rumor
and
I'm
not
calling
[them]
back.
I've
had
to
be
so
conscious
about
people-what
they
say
and
why
people
want
to
be
with
me,
why
people
want
to
sleep
with
me....
It
makes
me
very
guarded
and
protective.
I
learned
the
hard
way."
Image
Courtesy
of
Annie
Leibovitz
for
Vanity
Fair
Like
any
girl,
Rihanna
too
wants
a
gentleman
but
things
are
not
the
same!
"You
want
them
to
feel
good
being
a
man,
but
now
men
are
afraid
to
be
men.
They
think
being
a
real
man
is
actually
being
a
pussy,
that
if
you
take
a
chair
out
for
a
lady,
or
you're
nice
or
even
affectionate
to
your
girl
in
front
of
your
boys,
you're
less
of
a
man.
It's
so
sick.
They
won't
be
a
gentleman
because
that
makes
them
appear
soft,"
she
told
the
mag.
Coming
to
sex,
Rihanna
admitted
that
she
is
neither
dating
nor
having
sex.
"That's
why
I
haven't
been
having
sex
or
even
really
seeing
anybody
because
I
don't
want
to
wake
up
the
next
day
feeling
guilty.
I
mean
I
get
horny,
I'm
human,
I'm
a
woman,
I
want
to
have
sex.
But
what
am
I
going
to
do-just
find
the
first
random
cute
dude
that
I
think
is
going
to
be
a
great
ride
for
the
night
and
then
tomorrow
I
wake
up
feeling
empty
and
hollow?
He
has
a
great
story
and
I'm
like
...
what
am
I
doing?
I
can't
do
it
to
myself.
I
cannot.
It
has
a
little
bit
to
do
with
fame
and
a
lot
to
do
with
the
woman
that
I
am.
And
that
saves
me."