Washington
(ANI):
Pop
legend
Madonna
has
revealed
that
the
haunting
memory
of
her
mother's
death
is
responsible
for
her
.
The
49-year-old
singer's
friends
and
husband
Guy
Ritchie
try
their
level
best
keep
her
calm
but
Madge
insists
that
she'll
never
be
able
to
change
-
because
of
the
unforgettable
past
when
her
mother,
also
called
Madonna,
died
of
breast
cancer.
Madge's
mother
died
of
the
disease
at
the
age
of
30
in
1963,
when
her
daughter
was
just
five
years
old.
And
the
pop
star
thinks
that
the
pain
she
suffered
at
such
a
tender
age
is
responsible
for
her
controlling,
disciplinarian
nature.
"I've
always
been
this
way.
I
can't
help
it.
Guy
tells
me
to
loosen
up,
my
friends
do,
too,
but
I
can't.
It's
entirely
a
product
of
my
childhood," Contactmusic
quoted
Madonna,
as
saying.
"I
have
dealt
with
a
lot
of
my
demons,
but
the
biggest
one
is
still
to
do
with
my
mother
dying
when
I
was
young.
That
is
still
with
me
in
many
ways.
"As
a
child
I
had
no
control.
I
felt
the
world
around
me
was
chaotic
and
I
needed
some
control.
That's
when
the
self-discipline
started.
It
was
my
way
of
survival,"
she
added.