By:
Subhash
K.
Jha,
IndiaFM
Wednesday,
September
19,
2007
How
was
Apna
Aasman
born?
I
was
only
being
faithful
to
a
dream
that
lasted
thirty
seconds.
It
told
me
how
meaningless
it
is
to
try
and
change
the
will
of
God
and
the
force
of
Nature.
Since
that
dream
my
wife
and
I
have
accepted
our
son
Orko
the
way
he
is
and
life
suddenly
became
happier.
I
feel
parents
who
are
similarly
obsessed
by
their
own
dreams
about
their
children
have
a
lot
to
learn
from
my
films.
Wasn't
the
theme
too
close
to
your
heart
to
be
alchemized
into
cinema?
Did
you
find
yourself
responding
as
a
father
rather
than
a
filmmaker?
I
believe
the
first
film
should
always
be
something
that's
close
to
ones
heart.
Then
you
can
be
honest
and
sincere.
Yes,
the
film
has
parts
of
me
as
a
father.
But
by
broad-
basing
the
subject
to
speak
to
all
parents,
I
think
I
have
played
the
role
of
a
film-maker
with
a
fair
degree
of
commercial
responsibility.
And
my
narrative
style,
which
is
allegorical
like
a
fable,
is
my
way
of
making
it
a
film
for
all
to
watch
and
enjoy
as
an
entertaining
and
engaging
film,
because
as
a
film-
maker
I
was
conscious
of
people
paying
fancy
prices
to
get
into
a
multiplex.
The
response
has
been
surprisingly
cold.
Did
that
disappoint
you?
More
critics
have
loved
it
than
the
ones
who
have
hated
it.
I
consider
that
good,
it's
best
to
get
extreme
responses
than
the
indifferent
cautious
ones.
As
for
the
audiences
who
have
seen
it,
I've
been
sent
congratulatory
notes
to
our
website
email.
Having
said
that
we
have
no
money
to
get
the
crowds
and
there
is
zero
backing
for
independent
cinema
from
the
industry.
There"s
a
lot
of
lip
service
lots
of
double
standards.
It
disappoints
me.
What
made
you
choose
Irrfan
and
Shobana,
especially
the
latter
she's
so
out
of
Hindi
cinema?
I
was
looking
for
great
actors
who
would
effortlessly
deliver
the
roles
with
credibility.
While
Irrfan
was
a
natural
choice,
Shobana
happened
in
a
strange
way.
I
read
about
her,
then
saw
her
films
and
was
convinced
that
here's
a
beautiful
good
actor
who
is
bold
enough
to
play
a
mother
of
a
15
-year
old.
Hindi
cinema
deserves
her!
What
are
you
making
next?
And
with
which
actors?
I
have
several
scripts
ready.
Actors
will
be
people
who
fit
the
characters
and
not
vice
-versa.
But
this
time
I
will
do
something
that
has
a
ready
market.
Who
knows,
may
be
a
comedy!!!
But
it
will
have
a
social
message.
Cinema
can't
just
be
like
a
packet
of
popcorn
that
lasts
for
just
the
show's
duration.