Pain
suffering
and
bereavement
bring
out
the
best
in
an
actor.
Madhubala
and
Meena
Kumari
shot
their
best
work
Mughal-e-Azam
and
Pakeezah,
respectively,
when
they
were
dying.
Shammi
Kapoor's
wife
Geeta
Bali
died
when
he
was
shooting
Teesri
Manzil
(the
song
'Tumne
Mujhe
Dekha'
was
shot
just
'daze'
after
Shammi's
beloved's
death).
And
Suneel
Darshan's
Jaanwar
which
many
believe
to
be
Akshay
Kumar's
best
films
was
shot
while
his
father
was
terminally
ill.
John
Abraham
shot
Aashayein
while
both
his
parents
were
ill,
and
in
hospitals
at
different
times.
And
John,
as
any
one
including
Bipasha
will
tell
you,
lives
for
his
parents.
Recalling
the
harrowing
period
John
says,
"Illnesses
in
the
family
do
scare
you
a
lot.
I
really
believe
I'm
a
family
person.
My
parents
are
the
most
important
people
to
me.
Their
health
is
very
important
to
me."
But
John
learnt
to
alchemize
the
pain.
Sorrow
was
used
for
creative
satisfaction.
"Looking
with
or
without
regret
is
honestly
not
my
space.
I'd
much
rather
would
look
ahead.
I
believe
there's
a
third
axis
beyond
contentment
and
regret,
and
that's
my
axis.
I
can't
have
a
two-dimensional
attitude
to
my
work.
I'll
always
look
and
find
the
third
dimension"
Brand
John
Abraham
continues
to
do
well
in
spite
of
the
man
choosing
to
lie
really
low
in
recent
months.
"I
believe
after
a
point
one's
name
and
the
brand
acquires
a
life
of
its
own
regardless
of
failure
or
success.
That's
what's
happened
to
me.
People
have
started
believing
in
the
kind
of
person
I
am
and
the
clothes
I
wear.
I
believe
I
contribute
a
lot
to
my
brand,
as
much
as
it
contributes
to
me.
My
clothes
lineup
is
going
great.
The
John
Abraham
clothes
line
has
grown
by
word
of
mouth.
We've
created
an
artificial
scarcity
for
my
clothes.
It's
a
very
niche
brand
with
only
seven
stores
across
the
country.
It's
like
the
'True
Religion'
brand
which
you'd
have
a
hard
time
finding
even
at
Harrods.
I
do
not
want
to
go
to
the
masses
with
my
clothes
lineup.
It's
a
choice
I've
made."
In
spite
of
the
failure
of
Anurag
Kashyap's
No
Smoking,
John
says
he'll
continue
to
seek
unusual
roles.
"Conforming
isn't
my
cup
of
tea.
How
boring
is
life
if
you
conform.
And
how
dull
life
would
be
if
all
I
did
was
chase
success.
Sure,
I
want
it.
But
I
also
want
to
take
the
untrodden
path.
It's
the
deviations
that
make
my
life
exciting.
Some
of
what
I
did
last
year
might
not
have
worked.
But
the
fact
that
there
was
debate
about
them
was
enough
for
me.
At
least
the
kind
of
films
I
do
make
people
curious."
However,
the
No
Smoking
experience
has
cautioned
John
about
inept
marketing.
"I
realize
'my'
kind
of
cinema
needs
to
be
a
little
more
commercial.
You've
to
position
your
product
properly.
Products
fail
because
they're
sold
to
the
wrong
audience.
No
Smoking
was
sold
to
the
wrong
audience.
My
confidence
level
in
my
kind
of
cinema
remains
totally
unshaken.
I
can't
allow
every
opinion
and
every
review
devastate
me.
I
need
to
have
confidence
in
what
I
do.
The
fact
that
I've
gotten
where
I
am
is
proof
that
I'm
on
the
right
track.
I
believe
I
need
to
do
more
about
my
kind
of
cinema.
And
Aashayein
is
my
kind
of
cinema."
He
has
just
completed
a
long
schedule
of
Karan
Johar-Tarun
Mansukhani's
Dostana
in
Miami;
"Priyanka
Chopra
is
my
co-star
in
Karan's
film.
She's
a
good
girl,
always
a
pleasure
to
work
with.
As
for
Abhishek,
I
really
enjoy
working
with
him
and
his
father.
And
the
director
is
Tarun
Mansukhani
a
new
boy
with
plenty
to
say."
Story first published: Wednesday, June 4, 2008, 9:32 [IST]