I
Never
Thought
Of
Marrying
Him
Amrita
Singh
had
said,
''I
could
never
imagine
myself
being
married
to
a
man
younger
than
me.
Saif
was
the
only
person
who
I
had
met
in
my
life
who
was
patient
with
me.
That
meant
a
lot
to
me.''
What
Saif
Thought
On
the
other
hand,
Saif
told
Simi,
''I
strongly
felt
that
you
don't
meet
people
very
often
who
on
every
chemical
level
do
something
right
for
you.
I
don't
think
I
am
going
to
find
this
again,
so
I
might
as
well
hang
on
to
it.''
About
Their
First
Meeting
As
per
Bollywood
Life,
''The
director
of
Amrita
Singh's
debut
film,
Rahul
Rawail
was
directing
Saif
Ali
Khan
in
Bekhudi
that
was
supposed
to
be
his
debut
film.
Saif
was,
however,
out
of
the
film
and
later
marked
his
debut
with
Aashiq
Awaara.
Rahul
Rawail
had
invited
all
his
actors
to
for
a
photoshoot
with
Saif
Ali
Khan
and
Kajol.''
When
She
Completely
Ignored
Saif
For
Sunny
''Amrita
was
also
a
part
of
it.
That
was
the
first
time
when
she
met
Saif,
but
he
didn't
really
grab
her
attention
then.
Ask
her
the
reason
for
it
and
she
said,
"I
was
so
conscious
about
my
other
hero
around
that
I
didn't
really
think
of
him
(Saif)."
Saif
Ali
Khan
Had
Revealed
Amrita's
Secret
Though
the
actress
refused
to
name
her
‘hero',
Saif
cleared
the
air
revealing
the
name
-
Sunny
Deol!
So
he
was
the
reason
why
Amrita
Singh
ignored
Saif,
who
was
clearly
the
man
of
the
night.
When
Amrita
Kissed
Saif
After
Their
Dinner
Date
Later
Saif
asked
her
out
for
a
dinner
and
she
instead
suggested
having
dinner
at
her
place.
One
thing
lead
to
another
and
Amrita
ended
up
kissing
him
towards
the
end
of
their
night.
Saif
recalls
how
he
never
left
her
house
after
that.
But
They
Slept
In
Different
Rooms
They
slept
in
different
rooms
and
didn't
have
any
physical
relation
until
over
a
month.
All
it
took
was
just
a
kiss
for
Saif
Ali
Khan
to
say
‘I
Love
You' to
Amrita
and
that
too
right
after
their
first
date.
Unfortunately..
The
two
got
divorced.
In
an
interview
to
famous
film
journalist
Subhash
K
Jha,
Saif
Ali
Khan
had
said,
''My
wife
and
I
have
gone
our
separate
ways.
I
respect
my
wife's
space.
But
why
am
I
being
constantly
reminded
of
how
terrible
a
husband
I
was,
and
how
awful
a
father
I
am.''
I
Am
Not
Allowed
To
Meet
My
Children
''I've
my
son
Ibrahim's
photograph
in
my
wallet.
Each
time
I
look
at
it,
I
feel
like
crying.
I
miss
my
daughter
Sarah
all
the
time.
I'm
not
allowed
to
meet
my
children.''
They
Are
Not
Allowed
To
Visit
Me
''They
aren't
allowed
to
come
to
visit
me,
let
alone
stay
with
me.
Right
now
my
kids
are
growing
up
with
Amrita's
relatives
and
maidservants
while
she's
out
working
in
a
TV
serial.
Why
does
she
need
to
do
that,
when
I'm
more
than
willing
to
support
my
family.''
I
Am
Supposed
To
Give
Amrita
Rs
5
Crore
"I'm
supposed
to
give
Amrita
Rs
5
crore,
of
which
I've
already
given
her
approximately
Rs
2.5
crore.
Also,
I'm
paying
Rs
1
lakh
per
month
until
my
son
becomes
18.''
It
Isn't
Nice
To
Be
Constantly
Reminded
How
Worthless
You
Are
''Still,
I've
never
been
more
at
peace
with
myself.
After
a
long
long
time
I
feel
my
self-worth
has
returned.
It
isn't
nice
to
be
constantly
reminded
of
how
worthless
you
are.
''And
to
have
taunts,
jeers,
insults
and
abuses
thrown
at
your
mother
and
sister
all
the
time.
I've
gone
through
all
of
it.
Now
I
feel
healed
again.''