The
Failure
was
Heartbreaking
"I,
for
one,
thought
the
film
had
all
the
ingredients
to
be
a
profitable
business
proposition.
It
(film's
failure)
was
heartbreaking.
Before
this
film,
every
time
people
asked
me
if
failure
throws
me
back,
I
knew
the
answer
was
no.
Do
I
go
into
a
low
zone?''
I
Was
Affected
''Well,
this
time
around
I
was
affected.
Maybe
when
you
are
bigger
and
grow
more,
both
success
and
failure
become
more
of
your
responsibility."
It
Was
Indeed
A
Difficult
Time
"The
last
few
minutes
didn't
come
together.
We
missed
our
shot
at
creating
a
glorious
film
by
a
small
margin.
It
was
indeed
a
difficult
time
dealing
with
that
phase,
but
not
as
much
as
it
might
have
been
for
a
few
other
people
involved
with
the
project."
Rangoon
Failure
Was
Targeted
At
Me
"I
felt
Rangoon's
failure
was
targeted
at
me.
Various
people
used
that
time
of
my
life
to
direct
their
anger
at
me.
I
felt
it
was
unnecessary
that
when
I
was
dealing
with
a
vulnerable
phase
in
my
career,
they
were
hitting
out
at
me.''
You
Do
Feel
Like
Sh**
''Rangoon
was
mounted
on
a
humongous
budget
and
publicised
around
my
character.
When
something
like
that
doesn't
work,
you
do
feel
like
sh**."
I
Am
Not
Outspoken
"I
am
not
outspoken
because
I
feel
I
command
a
certain
opening
for
films
and
enjoy
a
great
deal
of
success
at
the
movies.
Even
when
my
films
don't
do
as
well,
I
don't
stop
feeling
strongly
about
issues.''