She
knew
before
joining
Bollywood
that
it
is
not
going
to
be
an
easy
journey
and
Esha
Gupta
says
she
has
stayed
away
from
"networking" to
bag
films
but
often
feels
things
would
have
been
different
if
she
had
another
surname.
The
31-year-old
actor
made
her
debut
with
Jannat
2.
"I
am
proud
of
the
work
Ive
done,
it
was
tough
(journey),
but
I
have
carved
the
way
on
my
own.
There
are
times,
I
wish
even
if
four
of
my
films
flop,
there
is
someone
producing
films
for
me
and
making
films
only
with
me.
"You
think
I
wish
I
didnt
have
this
surname
but
that
surname
(referring
to
being
a
star
kid)," Esha
tells
PTI.
The
actress
says
because
her
father
was
in
the
Air
Force,
they
travelled
a
lot
-
which
meant
making
new
friends
and
always
being
an
"outsider",
something
which
she
still
feels
in
Bollywood.
"I
think
I
am
still
an
outsider.
I
am
still
treated
like
one
to
quite
an
extent
by
the
so-called
industry
people.
Its
their
body
language
that
lets
you
know.
I
cant
blame
them
because
even
I
havent
made
an
effort
to
be
a
part
of
them.
I
dont
want
to," says
Esha.
The
actor
says
she
has
been
advised
by
many
people
to
go
out
and
do
networking
to
get
films,
but
she
cannot
tag
behind
people
to
land
good
projects.
"People
say
I
need
to
go
out
more
to
get
more
work.
I
dont
know
how
it
works.
I
dont
go
out,
I
just
cant.
I
cant
try
to
mince
words,
be
sweet
and
rally
behind
you
for
work.
If
you
dont
like
me,
dont
give
me
work.
"If
you
dont
like
me
and
still
give
me
work,
youll
only
try
to
pull
me
down.
If
I
am
after
your
life
to
get
a
film,
youre
still
going
to
give
work
to
somebody
else
and
badmouth
about
me
behind
my
back," she
says.
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Esha
will
next
be
seen
in
Milan
Luthria-directed
Baadshaho,
which
released
today.
She
says
though
the
heist-thriller
is
a
multi-starrer,
featuring
Ajay
Devgn,
Emraan
Hashmi
and
Ileana
DCruz,
she
is
secure
in
the
space
the
movie
has
offered
her.
"This
is
not
the
kind
of
film
where
I
need
to
jostle
for
space.
I
am
not
worried
at
all.
I
am
not
one
of
those
who
says,
My
role
is
important,
I
am
quite
secure
as
to
why
I
am
there,"
says
Esha.
In
films
such
as
Commando
2
and
Rustom,
the
actor
played
roles
with
grey
shades
and
she
says
she
enjoys
doing
such
parts.
When
asked
why
female
actors
are
not
seen
doing
more
grey
roles,
Esha
says,
"They
are
all
so
insecure,
no
one
wants
to
do
that
role."