I
Don't
Want
To
Hurt
Anybody
He
tweeted,
"It's
not
my
intention
to
hurt
or
offend
anyone
but
I
truly
believe
her
fans
deserve
to
know
the
‘Behind
the
scenes
truth
of
the
late
Super
Star'
..This
is
My
Love
Letter
To
SRIDEVI's
Fans".
I
debated
with
myself
whether
I
should
put
this
out
because
of
some
names
mentioned
but
i
strongly
felt
SRIDEVI
belongs
to
her
fans
more
than
anyone
else
and
they
deserve
to
know
the
truth.
It's
A
Rude
Reminder
YES,
like
millions
of
you,
I
too
believed
that
she
was
the
most
beautiful
and
desirable
woman
ever
and
we
all
know
that
she
was
the
biggest
super
star
of
the
country
and
ruled
the
silver
screen
as
a
main
heroine
for
more
than
20
years.
But
that's
just
a
part
of
the
story.
However
shocked
and
sad
I
feel
about
Sridevi's
death,
it's
finally
once
again
a
rude
reminder
about
how
unpredictable,
cruel,
fragile
and
mysterious
that
both
life
and
death
are.
I
Had
An
Opportunity
To
Be
Close
To
Her
After
her
death,
more
than
you
all
there
is
definitely
much
more
for
me
to
say
than
what
most
people
are
saying
now
about,
how
beautiful
she
was,
what
a
great
actress
she
was,
how
her
death
affected
them,
"
RIP"s
etc
etc.
That's
because
I
had
an
opportunity
to
be
close
to
her
in
the
course
of
my
two
Films
with
her
Kshanakshanam
and
Govinda
Govinda.
Sridevi's
life
is
a
classic
case
of
how
a
celebrity's
persons
actual
life
is
completely
different
from
how
the
rest
of
the
outside
world
perceives
it.
Was
Sridevi
A
Happy
Person?
For
many,
Sridevi's
life
was
perfect.
Beautiful
face,
great
talent,
seemingly
stable
family
with
two
beautiful
daughters.
From
outside
everything
looked
so
enviable
and
desirable...
But
was
Sridevi
a
very
happy
person
and
did
she
lead
a
very
happy
life?
She
Was
A
Bird
In
The
Cage
I
know
her
life
from
the
time
I
met
her.
I
saw
with
my
own
eyes
how
her
life
was
like
a
bird
in
the
sky
till
her
father's
death
and
then
became
like
a
bird
in
a
cage
due
to
her
overprotective
mother.
She
Was
Penniless
When
Boney
Came
To
Her
Life
In
those
days
actors
used
to
be
only
paid
in
mostly
black
money
and
due
to
fear
of
tax
raids
her
father
used
to
trust
friends
and
relatives
and
everyone
of
them
betrayed
her
the
moment
her
father
died.
Coupled
with
this
the
ignorant
mother
made
many
wrong
investments
in
litigated
properties
and
all
those
mistakes
combined
made
her
almost
penny
less
by
the
time
Boney
came
into
her
life.
Her
Mother
Became
A
Mental
Patient
After
A
Wrong
Brain
Surgery
He
himself
was
in
huge
debts
and
all
he
could
afford
was
to
give
her
a
shoulder
to
cry
on.
Her
mother
became
a
mental
patient
because
of
a
wrong
surgery
on
her
brain
in
USA
and
somewhere
along
the
way
her
younger
sister
Srilatha
eloped
and
got
married
to
their
neighbours
son.
Her
Sister
Put
A
Case
On
Sridevi
The
mother
before
dying
put
all
properties
in
sridevis
name
but
her
sister
put
a
case
on
Sridevi
claiming
that
her
mother
was
insane
and
not
in
her
senses
when
she
signed
the
will.
So
in
effect
the
woman
desired
by
millions
in
the
world
was
all
alone
and
almost
penny
less
in
the
world
except
for
one
Boney.
Boney's
Mother
Punched
Her
Boney's
mother
portrayed
her
as
a
home
breaker
and
publically
punched
her
in
the
stomach
in
a
five
star
hotel
lobby
for
what
she
did
to
Boney's
first
wife
Mona.
She
Was
Never
At
Peace
In
this
entire
period
except
for
the
short
glimmer
of
English
vinglish
Sridevi
has
been
pretty
much
an
extremely
unhappy
woman.
The
uncertainty
of
the
future,
the
ugly
turns
and
twists
in
her
private
life
left
deep
scars
in
the
super
stars
sensitive
mind
and
there
after
she
was
never
at
peace.
She
Was
Doing
Occasional
Cosmetic
Surgeries
She
went
through
so
much
in
her
life
and
due
to
her
early
career
entry
as
a
child
artiste,
life
never
gave
her
time
to
grow
up
at
a
normal
pace.
More
than
the
external
peace,
her
internal
mental
state
was
of
a
high
degree
of
concern
and
this
forced
her
to
look
at
her
own
self.
She
was
the
most
beautiful
woman
for
so
many
people.
But
did
she
think
she
was
beautiful?
Yes
she
did,
but
every
actresses
nightmare
is
age
and
she
was
no
exception.
For
years
she
was
doing
ocassional
cosmetic
surgeries
the
effects
of
which
can
be
clearly
seen.
She
Was
Scared
She
always
came
across
as
a
little
uptight
but
that's
because
she
built
a
psychological
wall
around
her
as
she
was
scared
of
anybody
to
really
see
what's
going
on
within
her.
She
was
panicky
about
anybody
knowing
what
her
insecurities
were.
Life
Never
Gave
Her
A
Chance
To
Be
Independent
Not
because
of
her
fault,
but
because
she
was
thrust
with
fame
from
a
very
young
age
it
never
gave
her
a
chance
to
be
independent
and
be
what
she
could
really
be
and
what
she
really
wanted
to
be.
She
had
to
put
on
the
make
up
and
be
somebody
else
not
just
infront
of
the
camera,
but
also
to
put
a
psychological
make
up
to
hide
her
real
self
behind
the
camera.
She
Was
So
Worried
She
was
being
constantly
directed
by
the
motives
of
her
parents,
her
relatives,
her
husband
and
to
an
extent
even
her
own
children
..
She
was
scared
whether
her
daughters
would
be
accepted
or
not
like
most
star
parents
do.
Now
She
Can
Actually
Rest
In
Peace
Keeping
the
speculations
on
her
death
aside
I
generally
don't
say
"
Rest
In
Peace"
after
people
die,
but
in
her
case
I
want
to
really
say
this
because
I
very
strongly
believe
that
she
would
finally
and
truly
rest
in
peace
now
for
the
first
time
in
her
life
because
she
died.
The
Only
Time
She
Was
In
Peace
Was
When
From
my
personal
experience
with
her,
the
only
time
I
ever
saw
her
in
peace
was
in
front
of
the
camera
that
too
only
between
Action
and
Cut
..That's
because
she
could
cut
off
the
harsh
reality
and
escape
into
her
own
fantasy
world.
That's
why
now
I
am
sure
she
will
be
at
peace
forever
because
she's
finally
far
far
away
from
what
gave
her
and
was
giving
her
so
much
pain.
RIP
Sridevi,
but
I
assure
u
that
the
world
won't
rest
in
peace
for
doing
this
to
you