It
Feels
Like
Losing
My
Mother
Again
Sajal
was
quoted
as
saying,
" She
was
like
my
mother.
I
am
in
a
state
of
shock
right
now...
It
feels
like
losing
my
mother
again."
Sridevi's
Last
Text
To
Her
Sajal
shared
that
when
she
could
not
attend
the
Masala!
Awards
in
Dubai
in
December
last
year,
Sridevi
sent
her
a
text
from
there
saying:
‘I
missed
you
beta.
That's
the
last
message
I
have
from
her.
After
that
we
spoke
quite
a
few
times
in
the
last
two
months.
Sajal
Regrets
This
"But
sadly,
when
she
called
me
a
few
days
back
I
missed
her
call
because
I
was
shooting
and
I
was
thinking
of
calling
her
back,
but
I
guess
I
took
too
much
time
to
do
that."
Sridevi
Wanted
To
Meet
Her
Sajal
further
revealed
to
the
daily,
"Boney
[Kapoor]
sir
messaged
me
that
ma'am
[Sridevi]
wanted
to
meet
me
and
had
been
talking
about
me."
Sajal
Is
Distraught
She
was
quoted
as
saying,
"I
had
lost
my
mother
[on
March
17
last
year]
while
shooting
for
MOM
and
ma'am
told
me
how
the
same
thing
happened
with
her
when
she
was
shooting
for
Lamhe
(1991),
when
her
father
passed
away...
She
even
hugged
me
tight
and
said
she
is
not
just
my
mother
on
screen
but
in
real
life
too."
The
Last
Time
When
She
Spoke
To
Sridevi
"The
last
I
spoke
to
her,
she
complained
‘aap
mujhe
call
nahi
karte
ho,
kya
aap
ko
meri
yaad
nahi
aati'
and
then
she
made
me
promise
that
I
must
call
or
message
her
every
day...
She
would
tell
me
that
she
would
take
care
of
me,
make
me
eat
a
lot
so
that
I
put
on
some
weight.
Ma'am
was
always
concerned
about
me
and
Boney
sir
used
to
scold
me
saying
that
ma'am
would
always
worry
about
me
because
I
don't
take
good
care
of
myself."
Sridevi
Was
Her
Guiding
Force
"She
always
had
an
eye
on
me.
Minus
any
starry
tantrums,
she
was
like
a
guiding
force
for
all
of
us.
She
would
clap
every
time
she
felt
I
performed
well
and
would
come
and
hug
me.
She
would
also
help
me
with
scenes..."
It's
Hard
To
Believe
Her
Death,
Says
Sajal
"She
was
in
good
health
and
was
attending
a
marriage
in
the
family
in
Dubai
and
was
very
happy.
How
could
this
happen
to
her?
Unki
awaz
abhi
bhi
mere
kano
mein
gunjh
rahi
hain."