Kangana's
Physical
Restlessness
Died
Down
"When
you
are
a
tourist
you
go
on
this
drive,
where
you
want
to
hike,
you
want
to
skate,
there
is
a
lot
of
physical
restlessness.
That
died
down,
it
just
settled.
Maybe
because
I
travelled
a
lot,
or
maybe
because
it
just
had
to.
And
then
started
another
restlessness,
which
was
more
within,
and
I
wanted
to
find
who
I
am.
For
that
I
need
a
place."
Here's
How
Manali's
House
Came
Into
The
Picture
"Around
four
years
ago,
it
was
spontaneous,
and
I
told
my
parents
that
I
want
to
make
a
very
small
house
in
Manali
and
test
that
feeling...
like
have
a
one
bedroom
and
kitchen
and
see
how
I
feel
there.
Do
I
feel
a
sense
of
what
I
am
looking
for?
And
I
was
so
busy
with
my
work.
And
they
got
this
grand
project,
they
saw
the
land,
and
I
am
like,
what?
You
guys
spent
so
much
and
got
this,
but
I
was
just
testing!"
Kangana
Was
Earlier
Very
Confused..
"And
then
one
thing
rolled
into
another,
and
my
architect
came
over,
and
she
made
this
grand
house.
When
I
came
in
for
the
first
time,
I
was
like,
I
don't
know,
I
am
investing
all
my
savings,
everything
that
I
have
ever
done,
you
know,
into
something
that
I
don't
know
if
I
will
be
able
to
relate
with.
I
was
very
confused."
'The
Kartikeya
Temple
Was
A
Big
Indicator
For
Me'
"But
when
I
came
here,
the
Kartikeya
temple
was
a
big
indicator
for
me.
The
locals
came
and
they
said
I
should
go
and
visit
it.
The
vibration
here
is
so
strong,
and
when
they
told
me
there
is
this
temple,
I
asked
which
one
is
this?
And
I
had
read
a
lot
about
Kartikeya's
mahasamadhi
in
the
Himalayas,
and
I
asked
if
this
is
the
same
place
where
it
took
place,
and
they
said
yes.
And
I
am
like,
this
is
it.
This
is
it."
Kangana's
House
Is
Named
Kartikeya
Niwas
After
The
Temple
"So
that
was
this
indication
for
me.
Basically
for
me,
it's
more
for
a
spiritual
purpose.
And
my
house
is
named
Kartikeya
Niwas,
after
the
temple.
I
feel
I
am
so
fortunate
to
be
in
this
place,
because
this
is
such
a
great
place,
such
a
great
energy.
I
mean,
I
can't
explain
enough
how
fortunate
I
feel,
because
of
the
temple."
What
Will
Kangana
Choose
Between
Manali
&
Mumbai?
"Don't
get
me
wrong,
it
is
not
like
I
don't
love
Maharashtra,
I
am
playing
a
Marathi
these
days
(laughs).
I
am
playing
Lakshmi
Bai
and
I
am
speaking
some
Marathi
as
well.
My
characters
affect
me
a
lot
and
that
has
also
given
me
a
sense
of
belonging
there.
But
the
Himalayas
have
their
own
charm.
It's
the
vibration
here.
The
temple
right
above
my
house,
the
one
I
mentioned.
And
the
vibration
of
it,
it
is
easier
to
meditate
here,
it
is
easier
to
do
yoga,
it
is
easier
to
concentrate.
So
for
these
things,
this
place
gets
extra
marks,
but
that
doesn't
mean
Mumbai
is
any
less."
Kangana
On
Mumbai:
It
Gave
Me
Everything
"Mumbai
is
the
one
who
sort
of
raised
me,
you
know?
So
if
you
have
to
compare,
you
know
how
they
say
Yashoda
will
always
be
the
bigger
influence
(for
Krishna),
how
the
one
who
adopts
you
and
loves
you
like
a
mother
will
always
have
the
higher
place?
That's
how
Mumbai
is.
I
went
there
as
a
nobody,
with
Rs
1500,
and
it
gave
me
everything."