An
emotional
Arjun
Kapoor
reminisces
about
his
mother,
Mona
Shourie
Kapoor's
demise
in
2012,
and
says
he
has
not
gotten
over
it
yet
and
it
haunts
him
every
single
day.
While
speaking
to
Pinkvilla,
Arjun
Kapoor
said,
"Of
course
it
hurts
and
haunts
me
everyday.
I
miss
my
mom
everyday.
That's
something
that
won't
ever
come
back
to
me.
Just
when
I
was
going
to
stand
up
on
my
own
two
feet,
my
backbone
snapped.
All
the
success
and
the
failure,
the
love
and
hatred
in
these
8
years
is
all
handle-able
but
what's
not
handle-able
is
the
fact
that
I
don't
have
her
around
me."
Arjun
also
said
that
media/audience
can
criticise
his
work
as
much
as
they
can
and
he
can
handle
it
but
he
can't
handle
the
fact
that
his
mom
is
not
around
him
to
see
his
work.
The
Panipat
actor
said,
"I
lost
my
mother
45
days
before
I
was
about
to
embark
on
the
toughest
journey
of
my
life
where
the
world
was
going
to
see
me.
Everything
else
seems
small
in
comparison."
"Time
doesn't
heal,
you
just
get
to
learn
how
to
deal
with
it
better.
I
am
not
going
to
be
the
first
or
last
person
who
will
have
to
go
through
such
a
personal
crisis
and
I
don't
talk
about
it
in
a
negative
way
because
I'm
not
looking
for
sympathy
at
all.
So
yeah,
I
go
through
my
moments
but
that's
not
for
everybody
to
see," added
Arjun.
While
speaking
more
about
his
mom,
Arjun
said
that
even
after
8
years
of
her
demise,
he
comes
across
people
who
tell
him
about
how
she
was
and
their
bond
with
her.
"She
has
left
a
pretty
amazing
legacy
in
Anshula
and
a
decent
enough
one
with
me.
Yes,
there
are
genuine
bits
of
anguish
and
pain
but
she
has
taught
me
to
always
put
up
a
good
fight.
I've
been
doing
that
since
I
was
very
young," concluded
Arjun.