After
Sushant
Singh
Rajput's
death,
actor
Gulshan
Devaiah
reveals
that
he
has
been
focusing
on
taking
care
of
himself
and
not
ever
being
in
a
position
where
he
slips
into
a
dark
place.
Gulshan,
who
has
been
vocal
about
the
unfair
practices
in
the
Hindi
film
industry,
told
Hindustan
Times,
"For
me
as
an
actor
who
has
been
in
this
industry
for
nearly
10
years,
trying
to
get
work
and
good
work
in
order
to
further
ones
career,
it's
very
shocking.
It's
shocking
when
somebody
allegedly
did
something
like
that.
I'm
trying
to
look
after
myself,
and
make
sure
I'm
okay.
I'll
probably
want
to
be
in
a
better
position
if
I
ever
get
to
a
dark
place.
That's
my
only
concern
right
now."
He
also
shared
that
he
has
stopped
reading
into
the
various
theories
floating
around
on
Sushant's
death.
"It's
not
that
it
doesn't
deserve
my
attention
or
anything
like
that,
but
sometimes
it
becomes
important
to
filter
yourself
from
such
things
as
it
becomes
very
troubling
and
worrisome," he
said.
He
further
said
that
he
has
refrained
from
commenting
on
it
because,
"I
don't
know,
not
because
I
don't
want
to
say".
"I'm
reassessing
my
situation
and
evaluating
what's
okay
and
what's
not.
I
don't
know
what
the
truth
is
but
I
think
because
I
felt
a
certain
way,
I
want
to
address
how
I
feel
and
make
sure
that
I'm
secured.
I
don't
want
to
make
a
decision
like
'Oh
there's
no
point
in
me
living
and
I
should
just
end
it
all'.
I
don't
want
that
to
happen
to
me," Gulshan
added.