Priyanka
Chopra
is
one
of
the
few
leading
ladies
who
has
never
shied
away
from
speaking
about
the
'not-so-pleasant'
parts
of
her
life.
In
a
recent
podcast,
the
actress
once
again
caught
everyone's
attention
when
she
opened
up
on
how
she
struggled
to
cope
with
her
father's
demise
and
seeked
solace
in
food
which
in
turn
got
her
at
the
receiving
end
of
the
netizens
who
criticized
her
changing
body.
While
speaking
on
Victoria's
Secret's
VS
Voices
podcast,
the
Quantico
star
admitted
that
because
she
has
been
a
part
of
showbiz
since
the
age
of
17
and
was
used
to
the
scrutiny,
she
thought
for
a
while
that
unrealistic
beauty
standards
were
normal.
The
actress
confessed,
"Obviously,
being
raised
in
the
industry
and
having
such
a
tight
lens
on
what
my
shape
was,
what
my
figure
was
or
what
my
measurements
were,
minutely
looking
at
every
part
of
me,
I
kind
of
grew
up
for
a
while
in
my
20s,
thinking
that
was
normal.
Like
most
young
people,
where
you
think
about
these
unrealistic
standards
of
beauty,
which
is
like,
absolutely
Photoshopped
face,
perfect
hair.
I
never
used
my
natural
texture
for
years.
I
used
to
always
just
have
blown
out
hair."
She
continued,
"I
think
it
was
a
big
journey
for
me
because
I
grew
up
in
the
entertainment
world,
I
learnt
everything
that
was
thrown
at
me
at
such
a
fast
speed
that
I
just
imbibed
the
headlines
in
a
way.
I
didn't
have
time
to
delve
deep
into
what
it
was
doing
to
me,
the
person,
not
me,
the
public
figure."
In
the
same
podcast,
Priyanka
also
recalled
how
she
received
flak
post
her
father's
demise
when
she
sought
solace
in
food.
The
actress
said
that
she
was
told
that
she
is
looking
different
and
ageing
which
messed
with
her
mind
for
a
long
time.
As
a
result
of
all
the
criticism,
the
Aitraaz
actress
went
into
her
Cancerian
self-preservation
and
got
back
into
her
shell.
Priyanka
recalled,
"I
think
over
time
when
my
body
started
changing
and
I
went
through
that
phase
when
I
was
eating
my
emotions,
my
body
started
changing,
I
reached
my
30s,
I
went
through
struggle
because
I
used
to
get
online
grief
from
people
like,
'You
are
looking
different,
you
are
ageing',
this
and
that.
It
messed
with
my
mind
at
that
time.
My
mind
was
already
in
such
a
dark
place
and
I
didn't
have
time
for
it.
My
relationship
with
social
media
changed,
my
relationship
with
the
internet
changed...
I
incubated
myself
in
a
way
where
I
protected
myself,
I
went
into
my
Cancerian
self-preservation
self
and
got
back
into
my
shell."
Priyanka
said
that
in
order
to
heal,
she
gave
her
body
'what
it
needed',
even
if
it
was
pizza
at
1
am.
She
added
that
it
took
her
two
years
to
reach
a
point
where
she
felt
like
going
for
a
run
or
doing
something
which
would
make
her
feel
healthier.
The
actress
said
that
she
has
overcome
that
dark
phase
of
her
life
and
has
been
her
healthiest
in
the
last
two
years.
She
also
opened
up
about
turning
vegetarian
and
said,
"I
think
it's
a
phase.
Every
one
of
us
will
go
through
their
ups
and
downs,
but
eventually,
the
sooner
we
start
choosing
ourselves,
the
better
life
becomes,
when
we
get
rid
of
the
noise
of
what
the
expectation
of
someone
else
is," adding
that
it
was
tough
for
her
to
do
this
given
the
nature
of
her
job.
Speaking
about
Bollywood,
the
actress
is
all
set
to
make
her
comeback
with
Farhan
Akhtar's
directorial
Jee
Le
Zaraa
co-starring
Katrina
Kaif
and
Alia
Bhatt.