Kubbra
Sait
recently
turned
author
with
her
book
titled,
'Open
Book:
Not
Quite
A
Memoir'
in
which
she
has
chronicled
her
early
days
of
growing
up
in
Bengaluru,
body-shaming,
her
struggles
with
social
media
and
other
aspects
of
her
personal
life.
In
one
of
the
chapters
from
the
book
titled
'I
Wasn't
Ready
To
Be
A
Mother,'
the
Sacred
Games
actress
has
opened
up
on
getting
an
abortion
done
after
a
one-night
stand
when
she
was
30.
Kubbra
revealed
that
in
2013,
she
went
on
a
holiday
to
the
Andamans.
She
revealed
that
she
had
gone
scuba-diving
at
night,
after
which
she
had
a
few
drinks,
and
got
physically
intimate
with
a
friend.
The
actress
revealed
that
she
took
a
pregnancy
test
when
she
missed
her
period
a
few
days
later
and
found
out
that
she
was
pregnant.
Kubbra
mentioned
in
her
book,
"A
week
later,
I
decided
to
terminate
the
pregnancy.
I
wasn't
ready
for
it.
It
just
wasn't
the
way
I
had
imagined
my
life
or
my
journey."
In
her
recent
interview
with
Times
Digital,
the
Jawaani
Jaaneman
actress
opened
up
on
this
topic.
Kubbra
shared
that
she
wasn't
ready
to
embrace
motherhood
at
that
stage
in
her
life.
The
actress
told
the
portal,
"I
think
I
was
not
ready
for
it.
I
was
not
ready
because
I
was
not
ready
for
it
as
a
human
being.
I
don't
think
I
am
still
ready.
I
don't
understand
this
pressure
around
women
to
get
married
at
23
and
have
children
by
the
time
they
are
30.
It
is
like
a
set
invisible
rulebook.
I
knew
I
was
not
ready
for
it."
On
being
asked
if
she
has
any
regrets
about
that
decision,
she
continued,
"No
regrets.
Of
course
I
felt
like
a
terrible
human
being!
A
horrible
human
being
because
of
that
choice
I
had
made.
But
my
feeling
bad
did
not
come
from
how
I
felt
but
rather
how
other
people
would
perceive
it."
The
actress
further
added,
"My
choice
was
about
me.
Sometimes
helping
yourself
can
be
hard.
But
it
is
ok.
You
have
to
do
it."
Speaking
about
her
book,
Kubrra
said
that
she
decided
to
pen
everything
in
it
because
she
had
clarity
of
thoughts
and
felt
comfortable
about
sharing
them.