New
York,
(ANI):
Former
Playboy
model
Holly
Madison
has
said
that
living
with
Hugh
Hefner
brought
down
her
self-esteem.
"Living
with
Hef
brought
down
my
self-esteem
a
lot," the
New
York
Daily
news
quoted
her
as
telling
Life
&
Style.
The
hottie
added
that
she
felt
insecure
in
the
presence
of
other
playmates
but
plastic
surgery
helped
her
gain
in
confidence.
She
said:
"I
was
comparing
myself
to
the
other
girls
...
You
have
to
look
a
certain
way
at
the
mansion.
Plastic
surgery
made
it
easier
for
me
to
get
things
I
wanted
in
my
career.
Without
it,
I
wouldn't
be
where
I
am
today.
My
nose
photographed
really
big
in
front
of
my
face.
If
I
wanted
to
do
anything
in
the
entertainment
industry,
I
needed
to
get
it
fixed."
However,
The
Girls
Next
Door
star
restrains
from
stretching
it
too
far.
She
added:
"I'm
scared
of
getting
stuff
(like
Botox)
put
into
my
face.
It
makes
you
look
like
you
have
a
rubber
mask
on.
Beauty
is
truly
on
the
inside.
Looks
don't
define
you
-
they're
just
a
tool
to
get
what
you
want."