Several
celebrities
had
untimely
deaths
caused
by
suspected
drug
use.
Most
people
know
someone
who
has
been
affected
by
drug
abuse,
but
no
one
ever
imagined
this
health
epidemic
would
infiltrate
a
wholesome
American
institution
like
the
Miss
USA
Pageant.
Oprah
meets
the
beauty
queen
Tara
Conner,
who
reveals
for
the
first
time
what
led
to
her
headline-making
drug
scandal.
She
looked
like
she
had
it
all,
but
beneath
the
smile,
Tara
Conner
battled
addiction
and
self-doubt.
In
2006,
shortly
after
being
crowned
Miss
USA,
Tara
Conner's
unbecoming
behavior
began
to
make
headlines.
The
media
ran
reports
of
Tara's
underage
drinking
and
drug
abuse,
as
well
as
scandalous
photos
of
this
blonde
beauty
queen.
Then,
eight
months
into
her
yearlong
reign,
Tara
tested
positive
for
cocaine.
When
business
mogul
Donald
Trump,
co-owner
of
the
Miss
USA
organization,
called
a
press
conference,
everyone—including
Tara—expected
him
to
strip
Tara
of
her
crown.
Instead,
Donald
offered
her
a
second
chance.
Tara
agreed
to
go
to
rehab.
When
she
was
just
13
years
old,
Tara
started
turning
heads
in
Russell
Springs,
Kentucky,
the
small
town
where
she
was
raised.
On
the
advice
of
a
family
friend,
she
began
entering
beauty
pageants.
Tara's
beauty
and
poise
won
her
crown
after
crown,
but
beneath
the
smile,
her
world
was
unraveling.
At
age
14,
Tara's
parents
divorced,
and
soon
after,
her
beloved
grandfather
died.
"I
feel
like
I
was
crying
out
for
help,
but
no
one
could
hear
me
because
everyone
was
so
concerned
with
their
own
life," Tara
says.
In
high
school,
Tara
found
a
way
to
mask
the
pain.
"I
started
using
when
I
was
14
years
old.
I
had
my
first
drink
when,
I
think,
I
was
14,"
she
says.
"It
wasn't
me
moving
to
New
York
and
becoming
Miss
USA
that
thrust
me
into
the
spotlight.
It
wasn't
that
at
all.
I
had
the
disease
of
alcoholism
from
the
get-go."
Tara
got
in
trouble
at
school
or
her
grades
started
to
slip,
she
says
she
learned
that
if
she
won
a
pageant,
all
was
forgiven.
"My
name
was
in
the
papers
all
over
again,"
she
says.
"And
people
thought,
Well,
she
can't
be
a
drug
addict
if
she's
winning
pageants."
Tara's
mother
Even
Brenda
was
fooled.
She
says,
"While
she
lived
at
home,
I
just
thought
she
was
misbehaving.
There
were
times
when
I
would
hear
rumors,
and
I
would
confront
her.
But
she
had
a
way
of
telling
me
what
I
wanted
to
hear.
She
knew
what
to
say
to
me
so
that
I
could
believe
her.
She
was
a
master
manipulator."
Now,
Tara
is
three
years
sober,
and
she
says
it's
a
wonder
she
lived
to
share
her
story.
"I
don't
know
why
I
was
spared,"
she
says.
To
anyone
facing
the
same
battle,
Tara
says
there's
someone
out
there
who
feels
the
same
way
you
do,
and
there's
help
available.
"Even
if
you
don't
love
yourself
at
all,
other
people
do
love
you."