Cara
Delevingne,
the
British
actress,
who
is
playing
a
crucial
character
in
the
movie
'Suicide
Squad',
says
she
almost
felt
like
losing
her
"f***ing
mind" during
her
shots
for
the
director
David
Ayer's
anti-hero-led
movie.
The
supermodel-turned-actor
also
revealed
that
she
even
sometimes
fantasised
about
killing
people
in
what
she
terms
as
"demonic" moments
while
filming
the
movie.
"I
tried
to
imagine
the
darkest
s**t
for
a
long
time,
like
seeing
people
crumble
and
their
skin
melt
in
front
of
me
or
making
people
implode
and
trying
to
use
my
imagination
in
dark
ways,"
Delevingne
said.
"I
remember
seeing
a
guy
behind
a
bar
cutting
up
a
cucumber
then
seeing
him
cut
all
the
way
up
his
hand
and
I
thought,
'I'm
losing
my
f***ing
mind',"
she
added.
"Is
this
going
to
stick?
Am
I
going
to
have
to
be
sent
in
and
locked
away?
I
don't
like
being
by
myself
anyway,
but
it
was
more
scary
when
I
was
acting
out
the
role.
I
didn't
like
going
home
and
being
alone
with
these
thoughts,"
she
added.
"When
I
was
in
the
outfit,
I
was
far
more
demonic
than
I'm
shown
on-screen,
my
character
definitely
felt
evil
and
living
in
that
was
very
emotional.
I
studied
addiction,
desperation,
that
void.
It
was
draining,
desperate,
exhilarating
and
maddening,"
said
the
actress.