Q.
How
are
you
feeling
watching
yourself
on
big
screen
after
14
years?
A.
(Smiles)
Just
few
days
back,
when
I
saw
the
trial
of
the
film,
I
was
very
relieved.
Many
mixed
feelings
are
there
in
the
heart.
There
was
no
fear,
but
there
was
an
excitement
and
nervousness
that
I
do
not
know
whether
I
have
done
the
right
thing
or
not.
But
now
that
I
have
seen
the
film,
I
am
relieved
that
I
have
not
let
myself
down.
That
is
what's
most
important.
If
you
get
disappointed
with
your
own
work,
you
are
going
to
disappoint
your
audience
as
well.
Q.
And
when
you
first
saw
yourself
on
the
big
screen
back
during
Baazigar,
were
you
nervous?
A.
Yes,
absolutely.
I
was
very
nervous
when
I
saw
myself
on
70mm
during
Baazigar,
but
to
be
honest,
maybe
not
as
much
as
today.
At
that
time
I
did
not
feel
that
I
would
make
a
career
here,
so
I
was
little
okay.
But
today,
this
is
my
career,
people
have
expectations
from
me,
that's
why
there
is
more
nervousness.
When
you
do
the
first
film,
you
just
pray
it
to
be
a
hit.
And
I
was
only
17-18
years
old
at
that
time.
Q.
Even
after
you
took
a
sabbatical
from
films,
you
still
are
relevant
and
so
popular
on
social
media.
What
do
you
think
is
the
reason?
A.
My
sabbatical
was
self
imposed.
It
was
my
decision
that
I
would
not
do
films
for
a
while
as
I
wanted
to
fully
fulfill
my
responsibility
towards
my
children.
We
all
know
that
this
profession
is
so
erratic.
Motherhood
is
a
full
time
job
and
I
wanted
to
give
all
my
time
to
my
son.
I
used
to
think
that
even
if
I
shoot
once
a
week
for
a
TV
show,
it
is
enough.
I
just
wanted
people
to
remember
me
even
if
I
don't
do
films.
After
working
continuously
for
14-15
years,
I
didn't
want
to
be
forgotten
and
that's
why
I
kept
reaching
out
to
audiences
through
different
media.
I
kept
reminding
them
that
here
I
am.
Even
I
was
the
first
actor
to
start
my
own
YouTube
channel.
At
that
time,
people
even
made
fun
of
me
that
why
do
you
need
to
do
all
this.
But
I
did
that
because
I
wanted
to
connect
with
people.
When
I
joined
social
media,
I
started
posting
videos
related
to
yoga,
Sunday
binge,
Monday
motivation
about
cooking
and
all.
I
did
all
this
just
to
stay
relevant.
Q.
What
are
the
things
you
keep
in
mind
before
saying
yes
to
a
film?
A.
Now
I
look
at
acting
as
a
career.
For
someone
who
never
thought
of
it
as
a
career,
now
I
just
want
to
do
scripts
or
characters
that
are
relevant.
When
I
started
in
this
industry,
it
was
a
different
time,
now
it's
a
different
time.
I
am
very
grateful
to
God
and
fans
who
think
that
I
am
relevant
enough
to
make
a
difference.
So,
I
want
to
make
a
difference
through
the
films
I
put
my
name
to.
It
is
very
important
for
me
and
Nikamma
is
one
such
film
for
me.
In
this,
I
have
played
a
role
which
I
have
never
done
before
and
no
other
actress
in
the
industry
has
done
it.
When
I
started
working
in
films,
I
was
typecast.
I
was
given
mostly
glamorous
roles.
Thanks
to
God
Dhadkan
changed
everyone's
thinking.
When
you
will
look
at
my
filmography,
I
have
done
all
kinds
of
roles,
be
it
a
David
Dhawan
comedy
film
or
'Phir
Milenge' or
an
action
film
like
'Dus'.
Also
I
have
done
many
films
in
South.
That's
why
when
I
was
starting
to
work
again,
I
thought
what
I
can
do
new,
something
different.
But
I
am
very
happy
that
now
after
so
many
years
I
have
got
a
film
like
'Nikamma'.
I
hope
you
will
see
Shilpa
2.0
version
in
all
my
upcoming
films.
Q.
What
was
your
son's
reaction
after
seeing
your
latest
film?
A.
Oh!
He
really
liked
the
movie.
He
was
so
happy
and
the
way
he
hugged
me
was
the
most
beautiful
moment
for
me.
He
said,
"Mumma
you
are
a
very
good
actor
and
from
today
you
are
my
number
one
actor." I
got
very
emotional.
Q.
Whom
do
you
give
credit
for
such
long
career
of
yours
and
your
positivity?
A.
I
give
all
credit
to
Sai
Baba.
He
has
been
my
guiding
force.
But,
the
other
things
I
have
always
relied
on
is
my
own
gut
instinct.
We
often
seek
answers
and
validation
from
others,
but
I
think
all
the
answers
are
within
ourselves.
We
should
listen
to
our
own
heart
then
work
towards
the
goal.
I
feel
that
I
am
more
popular
today
than
I
was
15
years
ago.
Whatever
I
felt
right
at
that
moment,
I
chose
that
option.
And
at
the
end
of
this
all,
it's
the
love
of
the
audiences
that
has
always
kept
me
going.
I
am
someone
who
really
thrives
on
love.
You
will
not
believe
this,
a
few
days
back
I
was
shooting
in
town
and
there
were
some
15-20
kids
waiting
to
take
a
photo
with
me.
That
came
as
a
surprise
to
me
because
today's
generation
has
not
seen
my
work
on
the
big
screen.
But
they
were
waiting
for
me
and
it's
all
because
of
the
popularity
I
got
from
TV.
Q.
What
are
your
thoughts
on
social
media?
How
do
you
take
trolling?
A.
Earlier,
I
used
to
read
comments
on
social
media.
But
now
the
atmosphere
has
become
very
toxic.
Me
and
my
sister
were
talking
about
the
same
thing
one
day,
that
sometimes
people
write
such
mean
things,
as
if
we
are
not
human,
we
do
not
have
feelings.
But
there
is
one
mantra
of
my
life
that,
as
a
celebrity
you
should
not
complain
and
you
should
not
explain.
So,
while
we
are
really
loved
by
so
many,
there
are
some
keyboard
warriors
who
will
write
bad
about
us.
Q.
You
have
seen
the
ups
and
downs
in
life.
How
easy
or
difficult
is
it
to
overcome?
A.
I
read
somewhere
that, when
you
hit
the
ground
hard,
the
bounce
back
is
even
better.
So
every
time
I
have
hit
ground
zero,
my
bounce
back
has
always
been
better
and
it
makes
me
work
hard.
It's
just
the
thrill
to
see
that
I
can
get
over
even
this.
So,
no
matter
what
happens
in
life,
it
could
be
the
worse
phase,
I
know
that
I
will
come
over
it
and
I
do
it
smiling.
I
just
think
in
life
when
you
are
hurt,
when
you
are
down,
that
is
your
healing
process
and
you
have
to
take
that
in
your
stride.
So
when
that
bruise
gets
healed
there
is
a
new
skin
that
comes
over
it.
So
I
have
learnt
in
life
that
every
time
I
get
hurt,
I
discover
a
new
layer.
So
I
am
a
better
version
of
myself.