New
York
(ANI):
American
actress
and
singer
Jennifer
Lopez
once
talked
about
the
nervous
breakdown
she
went
through
during
an
interview,
but
it
was
never
published.
The
interview,
which
took
place
between
new
mum
Lopez
and
Kevin
Sessums
at
the
Long
Island
estate
she
shares
with
husband
Marc
Anthony,
had
originally
been
done
for
a
major
fashion
magazine.
Lopez,
39,
had
requested
the
magazine
not
to
publish
the
interview
because
she
regretted
some
of
the
comments
she
had
made.
However,
the
story,
as
told
by
Sessums,
has
finally
come
to
light.
"I
don't
get
nervous.
I
don't
get
depressed.
Blah,
blah,
blah...There
was
a
time
when
I
was
very
overworked
and
I
was
doing
music
and
movies
and
so
many
things.
I
was
suffering
from
a
lack
of
sleep.
And
I
did
have
a
kind
of
nervous
breakdown," the
Daily
Beast
quoted
her
as
saying.
"I
froze
up
on
a
set.
Well,
not
on
a
set,
but
in
my
trailer.
I
was
like,
'I
don't
want
to
move.
I
don't
want
to
talk.
I
don't
want
to
do
anything.'
It
was
on
that
movie
Enough
(in
2002).
Yeah.
I
did.
I
had
a
nervous
breakdown.
"There
were
no
signs
leading
up
to
it.
You
really
don't
know
what's
happening
at
first.
I
was
going,
'What's
going
on?'
It
was
about
five
in
the
afternoon
in
my
trailer
and
I
just
sat
there.
I
remember
telling
my
assistant
at
the
time,
Arlene,
to
go
get
the
director,
Michael
Apted,
and
I
asked
if
I
could
go
home
because
I
was
feeling
so
sick
and
weird.
"I
kept
saying,
'I'm
not
weak.
I'm
not
weak.'
It's
funny
what
tricks
your
mind
plays
on
you.
I
just
didn't
want
people
to
think
I
was
falling
apart.
But
when
I
look
back
on
it
now
it's
so
odd
to
me
that
those
are
the
words
I
chose
to
say:
'I
AM
NOT
WEAK.'
Michael
let
me
off
and
when
he
left
I
just
sat
there
and
started
crying
and
felt
frozen.
I
didn't
want
to
move.
My
bodyguard,
who
had
been
with
me
for
many
years,
picked
me
up
and
put
me
in
the
car
and
they
took
me
to
a
doctor...
"Right
away
they
want
to
give
you
pills.
But
I
have
never
liked
the
idea
of
pills
and
kept
saying
no
to
that
and
just
kept
asking
what
was
wrong
with
me.
'I'll
tell
you
what's
wrong,'
the
doctor
said.
'You're
sleep
deprived.
You're
overworked.
Go
home
and
go
to
bed.'
He
told
me
to
go
back
to
work
on
Monday
after
a
weekend
of
sleeping
because
if
I
waited
longer
that
I
would
only
get
more
panicked
about
working.
So
that's
what
I
did.
I've
still
never
been
to
a
shrink.
I'm
not
a
shrinky
person," she
added.