Cheryl Cole struggling to forgive hubby Ashley

London (ANI): A heartbroken singer Cheryl Cole has reportedly told her friend that she's struggling to forgive hubby Ashley's latest betrayal. A fifth girl has come forward to claim she has had a fling with soccer player Ashley. And now, Cheryl is struggling to deal with the situation, reports The Mirror.

At one point, Cheryl told a close pal: "I can't forgive him this time." The friend - who has known Cheryl for several years - said: "She is very upset and said she is going through hell at the -moment.

"Her emotions are all over the place and she has been veering between bouts of -crying and anger as she tries to work out what to do. She is very -confused and, in one of her low points, she said to me, 'I can't forgive him this time'. She's gone from sticking by him to now being furious and -asking how he can keep -humiliating her like he is. "She is using her week in LA as -decision time while she's away from all the other -distractions.

When Ashley strayed before, she believed there was -something to salvage. But now she's not so sure. She's furious that his indiscretions are mounting up and -making her look like a fool. She feels people are starting to think she's an idiot by staying quiet and not saying she's leaving him, and she doesn't want this to affect her career. She's determined to return from LA with her mind clear and made up."

Cheryl flew to the US following her performance at the Brit awards on Tuesday night.