Janet
Jackson,
sister
to
Michael
Jackson,
has
been
holding
back
her
sorrow
of
losing
her
brother
for
more
than
a
year.
The
singer
accepts
that
she
had
suppressed
her
emotions
after
Michael
passed
away
in
June
2009,
in-order
to
stand
strong
and
support
the
rest
of
the
family
through
the
tragic
phase.
Reports
contactmusic
that
Janet
had
not
accepted
her
brother's
death
and
kept
insisting,
“I'm
certain
that
one
day
I'll
again
be
able
to
enjoy
the
miraculous
sound
of
his
voice
but
that
day
has
not
yet
arrived."
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However,
the
singer
has
finally
given
in
and
accepted
the
great
loss.
In
an
interview
with
the
America's
Today
show,
Jackson
says,
“I
was
finally
able
to
(start
grieving).
I
was
in
Paris
and
it
was
one
of
those
moments.
At
some
point,
you
have
to
move
on
and
I'm
trying
to
do
that
and
it
(is)
really
difficult.
There's
still
not
a
day
that
goes
by
where
I
don't
think
about
him.
Not
one
day,
not
one
day."
She
continues,
"I'm
kind
of
pushing
myself,
forcing
myself
to
a
certain
degree
to
get
over
this
because
it's
not
the
healthiest.
I
just
spent
the
night
(in
Paris)
watching
all
his
videos
and
listening
to
his
music.
There
were
moments
when
I
cried
and
moments
that
made
me
laugh.
It
was
good
for
me;
I
needed
it."
Janet
Jackson
also
revealed
that
apart
from
her
everybody
in
the
family
cried
on
Michael's
death.
She
said
that
she
is
not
sure
if
she
was
trying
to
“shield
the
pain" or
if
she
was
just
trying
to
handle
everything
because
everything
was
falling
apart.
She
added,
“For
now,
yeah,
I
did
(grieve).
A
year
had
passed
and
I
hadn't."
The
superstar
whose
memories
are
still
fresh
in
our
minds
died
after
suffering
a
cardiac
arrest
after
an
over
dosage
of
anaesthetic
Propofol.