Days
after
the
tragic
road
accident,
Yashika
Aannand
took
to
her
Instagram
handle
to
mourn
the
loss
of
her
dearest
friend
Pavani.
Penning
down
an
emotional
note,
the
21-year-old
actress
stated
that
she
will
forever
feel
guilty
to
be
alive.
Yashika
wrote,
"I
really
can't
express
what
I'm
going
through
right
now.
I
will
forever
feel
guilty
to
be
alive.
I
don't
know
if
I
should
thank
God
for
saving
me
from
that
tragic
accident
or
blame
god
my
whole
life
for
taking
away
my
best
friend
from
me."
Adding
that
she
hopes
Pavani's
family
forgives
her
someday,
she
went
on
to
write,
"I
really
miss
you
each
second
Pavani.
I
know
you
can
never
forgive
me.
I'm
really
sorry.
I
put
your
family
in
such
a
horrible
situation.
Just
know
I
miss
you
each
second
and
I'm
forever
guilty
to
be
alive.
Hope
your
soul
rests
in
peace.
I
pray
you
come
back
to
me.
Hope
someday
your
family
forgives
me.
I'll
forever
cherish
our
memories."
Yashika
further
requested
her
fans
to
not
celebrate
her
birthday
which
falls
on
August
4.
Along
with
the
note,
she
shared
a
picture
of
her
late
friend
and
wrote,
"I
my
life,
I
never
thought
I
would
be
the
reason
for
you
to
not
be
with
us
today!
Rip
my
beautiful
angel.
Love
you
abundantly."
Yashika
met
with
a
road
accident
near
Chennai's
Mahabalipuram
on
July
24.
Reportedly,
she
was
travelling
with
her
friends
when
her
car
rammed
into
a
median
strip.
The
NOTA
actress
was
severely
injured
while
her
friend
Pavani
died
on
the
spot.
On
a
related
note,
the
actress
has
also
refuted
rumours
about
her
being
intoxicated
while
driving
the
vehicle.
In
another
Instagram
post,
she
clarified
that
she
would
have
been
behind
the
bars
if
it
were
the
case.
She
wrote,
"Law
is
same
for
everyone.
For
all
the
cheap
people
who
have
been
spreading
rumours
about
me
being
intoxicated
while
driving
let
me
tell
you
the
police
confirmed
we
weren't
drunk
at
all.
And
if
I
was
I
would
have
been
behind
the
bars
and
not
in
the
hospital.
Fake
people
spreading
fake
news
has
been
going
on
from
so
long.
But
It's
a
sensitive
issue."
She
also
slammed
reports
circulating
fake
news
and
requested
everyone
to
show
humanity
and
grief
towards
her
friend.
"Hope
you
show
some
humanity
and
grief
towards
her
(Pavani).
Even
the
doctor
reports
would
say
the
same.
These
fake
media
channels
spreading
fake
news
for
sake
of
viewers
and
subscribers!
Same
on
you!
I've
filed
a
defamation
case
already
for
ruining
my
name
2
years
back.
But
these
people
can
go
any
extent
for
sake
of
gossip",
she
added.
Earlier
in
2019,
several
media
reports
had
claimed
that
Yashika's
then
friend
Balaji
Murugadoss
drove
his
car
in
a
drunken
state
and
caused
an
accident
that
injured
a
person.
Though
the
duo
quashed
rumours,
it
was
reported
that
the
actress
had
taken
the
blame
to
save
the
Bigg
Boss
Tamil
4
runner-up.
Currently,
Yashika
has
been
shifted
from
ICU
(Intensive
Care
Unit)
after
a
successful
surgery.
According
to
her
latest
Instagram
post,
she
has
multiple
fractures
in
her
pelvic
bone
and
her
left
leg
is
fractured.
Sharing
that
she
has
been
injured
both
physically
and
mentally,
Yashika
said,
"I
have
been
bedridden
all
day
and
I
have
to
pass
motions
on
the
same
bed.
I
can't
turn
left
or
right
also.
I've
been
stiff
for
these
many
days.
My
back
is
fully
injured.
Luckily
nothing
happened
to
my
face
but
this
is
definitely
a
rebirth
for
me.
Which
I
didn't
ask
for.
Mentally
and
physically
I
am
injured.
God
has
punished
me.
But
this
nothing
compared
to
what
I've
lost."
(sic)