Asha
Negi
is
currently
basking
in
the
success
of
the
second
season
of
her
web-series,
Baarish
2
co-starring
Sharman
Joshi.
However,
this
wasn’t
the
case
a
few
years
ago
for
the
Pavitra
Rishta
alum.
The
actress
in
a
recent
chat
with
Pinkvilla
has
revealed
that
she
suffered
from
depression
after
the
failure
of
her
two
TV
shows.
Asha
revealed,
"Emotions
did
ride
high
when
the
two
shows
didn't
work.
When
the
first
show
did
not
work,
I
was
like
'it
is
okay,
maybe
I
have
had
a
good
career
in
the
past,
so
one
not
working
is
okay.'
But
then
the
next
also
did
not
work
and
I
was
really
disheartened.
I
was
so
demotivated.
I
thought
it
is
over
for
me.
I
was
very
depressed
at
that
time.
I
had
also
put
on
weight
because
I
was
eating
so
much
because
of
depression.
It
did
hamper
my
mental
peace
and
confidence."
She
went
on
to
add,
"I
let
it
happen
and
went
through
that
feeling.
With
time,
I
healed
and
realized
that
I
am
an
actor
and
here
to
perform
and
it
is
okay
if
my
projects
did
not
work,
but
I
can
be
a
little
selective
with
my
projects.
I
won't
pick
up
any
project
for
the
heck
of
it.
That's
why
I
took
a
long
break
because
nothing
good
was
offered
to
me.
I
am
glad
it
happened.
You
know,
when
I
had
to
come
to
Mumbai,
I
got
projects
back
to
back
without
much
struggle
despite
my
inexperience.
I
did
not
see
struggle
then,
so,
I
feel
this
is
when
I
struggled.
I
collected
myself
then,
and
with
time,
I
evolved
as
an
actor
and
person."
The
30-year-old
also
opened
up
about
her
first
on-screen
kiss
in
Baarish
2.
"In
season
2
we
have
liplock
and
kisses
which
in
ways
was
challenging
for
me
because
this
was
the
first
time
I
would
be
doing
a
kissing
scene
onscreen.
So,
there
is
this
one
scene
where
I
am
really
angry
with
Sharman's
character
and
I
am
ranting
and
he
suddenly
holds
me
and
kisses
me.
That
was
very
difficult
to
do
and
I
was
very
nervous
about
it.
To
get
that
emotion
out,
it
had
a
lot
to
do," she
said.