'I
Thought
About
Ending
My
Life'
While
speaking
to
his
supporters,
Pawan
Kalyan
revealed
that
he
had
once
thought
about
committing
suicide.
He
went
on
to
add
that
back
then,
he
had
felt
he
would
never
find
success
as
an
actor
and
that
was
the
main
reason
behind
him
being
in
a
bad
frame
of
mind.
His
Exact
Words
"I
used
to
be
extremely
shy
in
the
formative
years
of
my
acting
career.
Once
during
a
shoot
for
my
film
in
Suswagatam,
we
were
in
Visakhapatnam.
I
was
asked
to
dance
on
top
of
a
bus
with
thousands
of
people
watching
me
keenly.
I
was
helpless
and
called
up
my
sister-in-law
Surekha.
I
told
her
that
I
will
end
my
life
as
I
felt
that
I
wasn't
cut
out
for
acting," he
added.
He
Overcame
His
Inhibitions
Luckily,
Pawan
Kalyan
was
able
to
overcome
his
fears
and
managed
to
make
a
name
for
himself
in
Tollywood.
A
veteran
in
his
own
right,
he
has
done
25
films
so
far
and
proved
his
mettle
as
an
actor.
He
Has
Put
His
Tollywood
Career
On
Hold
Pawan
Kalyan
was
last
seen
in
the
Trivikram
Srinivas-directed
Agnyaathavaasi
which
bombed
at
the
box
office
and
failed
to
impress
the
fans.
Shortly
after
its
release,
he
had
indicated
that
politics
would
be
his
top
priority
in
the
near
future
and
left
his
fans
heartbroken.
It
remains
to
be
seen
if
he
does
a
film
again.
To
Conclude...
Pawan
Kalyan's
shocking
revelation
about
his
personal
life
is
bound
to
create
a
buzz
in
the
industry
and
make
his
fans
love
him
even
more.
He
must
be
praised
for
being
so
frank
about
his
personal
setbacks.
We
wish
him
good
luck
for
his
political
ventures
and
hope
that
he
stays
strong
at
all
times.