I
Don't
Have
Relationship
With
Kajol
Anymore
I
don't
have
relationship
with
Kajol
anymore.
We
have
had
a
fallout.
Something
happened
that
disturbed
me
deeply.
Kajol
and
I
don't
talk
at
all
we
just
acknowledge
each
other
say
‘Hello'
and
walk
past.
The
problem
was
actually
never
between
her
and
me.
The
Problem
Was
Between
Her
Husband
&
Me
It
was
between
her
husband
and
me,
something
which
only
she
knows
about,
he
knows
about
and
I
Know
about.
I
want
to
keep
it
at
that.
I
don't
really
want
to
say
what
transpired.
But
I
feel
she
needed
to
apologize
for
something
she
didn't
do.
If
She
Wants
To
Support
Her
Husband
That's
Her
Prerogative
I
felt
that
if
she
is
not
going
acknowledge
twenty-five
years
of
friendship,
if
she
wants
to
support
her
husband,
then
that's
her
prerogative.
At
some
outer
level
I
understood
it.
But
I
just
could
not
see
myself
in
her
life
anymore,
Its
been
months
we
have
not
spoken
to
each
other.
When
She
Reacted
At
That
Bribe
Video
I
Knew
It
Was
Over
For
Me
Prior
to
the
release
of
Ae
Dil
Hai
Mushkil,
there
is
a
lot
that
happened.
Things
were
said,
crazy
accusations
were
made
against
me
that
I
have
bribed
someone
to
sabotage
her
husband's
film.
I
can't
even
say
that
I
was
hurt
or
pained
by
it.
I
just
wanted
to
blank
it
out.
When
she
reacted
to
the
whole
situation
and
put
out
a
tweet
saying
‘Shocked!' that's
when
I
knew
it
was
completely
over
for
me.
She
Can
Never
Come
Back
To
My
Life
That
tweet
validated
the
insanity,
that
she
could
believe
that
I
would
bribe
someone.
I
felt
that's
it.
And
it's
over.
She
can
never
come
back
to
my
life.
I
don't
think
she
want
to
either.
She
was
the
one
who
mattered
to
me
but
now
it's
over.
I
Told
My
Mother
She
Could
Have
A
Relationship
With
Her
But
She's
Out
Of
My
Life
I
told
my
mother
that
she
could
have
a
one-on-one
relationship
with
Kajol
if
she
wanted.
That's
my
mother
preference
and
if
Kajol
chooses
to,
but
she's
out
of
my
life.
I
Don't
Think
She
Deserves
Me
I
wouldn't
like
to
give
a
piece
of
myself
to
her
at
all
because
she's
killed
every
bit
of
emotion
I
had
for
her
for
twenty-five
years.
I
don't
think
she
deserves
me.
I
feel
nothing
for
her
anymore.
I
Am
Never
Going
To
Be
There
For
Her
There
was
still
a
bit
of
me
that
wished
that
we
would
get
back
to
what
we
had,
but
that
one
word
tweet
that
she
put
out-that
was
the
most
humiliating
thing
that
she
could
have
done
for
a
person
who
loved
her
deeply.
That
broke
me.
Now
no
matter
what
happens,
I
am
never
going
to
be
there
for
her.
Maybe
it
does
not
matter
to
her
at
all.
I
Don't
Even
Want
To
Speak
About
Her
Husband
I
don't
even
want
to
speak
about
her
husband
because
that's
inconsequential
to
my
life
now.
He
doesn't
matter
to
me
he
never
did.
I
still
don't
want
to
say
anything
about
her
husband
because
I
want
to
respect
the
history
she
and
I
shared.
It
Hurts
That
She
Is
Still
Close
To
People
I
Am
Really
Close
To
But
yes,
it
hurts
me
that
she
is
still
close
to
people
I
am
really
close
to,
like
Manish
and
Niranjan.
Somehow
I
wish
she
wasn't.
When
they
talk
about
her,
it
angers
me.
I
know
it's
not
fair
to
impose
my
feelings
on
them
but
it
bothers
me,
I
can't
be
dishonest
and
say
it
doesn't.
I
can't
help
it.
I
am
human.
But
I
don't
want
to
be
that
person
who
asks
his
friends
to
take
sides.