It
Was
Quite
Difficullt
Being
Khilji
"I
discovered
that
the
trouble
was
that
I
was
only
doing
this.
So,
I
am
was
shooting
the
film
and
going
back
to
my
den
while
being
Khilji
all
day," said
Ranveer.
It
Was
Taking
A
Toil
On
Ranveer
He
quipped,
"Not
neutralizing
it
was
taking
a
toll
on
me.
Sometimes,
off
camera,
I'd
have
evil
thoughts
and
negative
feelings
towards
people,
and
I
had
to
stop
and
protect
myself
by
neutralizing."
Thank
God
For
His
Family!
He
added,
"I
spoke
to
my
family
and
friends,
who
are
my
first
aid
jab
mere
dimag
ya
zehen
main
chot
lagti
hai.
Fortunately,
the
first
aid
worked
and
I
didn't
have
to
go
to
a
doctor.
But,
it's
true
that
I
was
going
crazy
in
between."
He
Feels
Emotionally
Seeing
A
Tremendous
Response
To
His
Performance
Ranveer
further
added,
"You
know,
as
much
as
it
affected
me
emotionally
and
mentally,
I
have
also
come
out
feeling
lighter.
It
is
rare
and
overwhelming
to
see
such
great
response
to
performances
and
the
film.
I
am
filled
with
gratitude,
which
leads
to
a
desire
to
express
and
spread
more
affection
and
love.
Whenever
I
get
something
from
God,
I
feel
like
giving
back."
Playing
Khilji
Made
Him
A
Better
Man
Earlier
in
a
conversation
with
Film
Companion,
Ranveer
had
revealed,
"
It
felt
like
taking
the
kachra
out
of
your
being,
burning
it,
and
that
combustion
is
the
performance.
I
really
had
to
confront
my
demons
and
revisit
some
not
so
fond
memories
of
my
life
experience.
So
that
was
the
scary
part
initially.
But
you
come
out
feeling
so
light
because
you've
addressed
all
of
that.
It's
like
Diwali
cleaning
of
your
aura.
I've
come
out
feeling
so
much
nicer,
lighter
and
kinder
to
people.
I've
addressed
all
that
garbage
inside
me."
From
Being
Ranveer
Singh
To
Alauddin
Khilji
"I
take
some
time
to
prep.
It
becomes
very
difficult
in
today's
day
and
age
to
carve
out
time
for
prep.
My
business
managers
don't
get
it.
They
need
to
be
explained
that
I
need
this.
This
time
I
got
3
weeks
to
workshop.
I
was
alone,
cut
away
from
friends
and
family.
I
use
that
time
alone
to
dwell
on
my
character
and
sort
of
marinate
on
that
head
space.
It's
a
fascinating
process
that
doesn't
have
any
rules.
It's
a
very
fulfilling
process.
It's
actually
my
favourite
time
apart
from
actually
being
on
set
and
shooting.
Also,
the
Alauddin
Khilji
work
out
is
eat
a
lot
of
red
meat
and
lift
really
heavy
weights.
It's
very
simple.
I
ate
red
meat
for
a
year
and
half
straight,
everyday.
"
Ranveer
Says
This
Was
The
Toughest
Scene
In
Padmaavat
"The
hard
part
was
because
of
the
shooting
delays.
As
a
result,
a
lot
of
my
portions
came
on
the
back
of
each
other.
Typically
a
costume
drama
is
so
exhausting
that
you
shoot
eight
days
and
then
take
a
break
because
you
have
to
shoot
the
next
thing.
But
I
didn't
have
that
option.
I
shot
40
plus
days
which
is
really
unheard
of
in
a
costume
drama.
On
day
37
my
brain
had
become
mush,
my
body
had
become
pulp,
I
didn't
know
if
I
was
coming
or
going.
The
final
battle
with
Shahid
Kapoor
was
very
difficult.
The
Khali
Bali
scene
was
very
difficult.
I
could
barely
stand
and
I
had
to
do
this
dance.
My
body
was
giving
up."