Radhika
Madan
On
Her
Struggles
As
An
Outsider
In
The
Film
Industry
The
actress
told
Hindustan
Times,
"We
outsiders
don't
have
the
luxury
of
choice.
When
I
started
out,
it
wasn't
like
a
line
of
scripts
were
lying
with
me
and
I
could
choose
the
best
or
zero
in
on
the
director
or
banner
to
debut
with.
Tab
yeh
tha
ki
jo
ho
raha
hai
aur
achha
lag
raha
hai,
mujhe
mil
jaye
bus.
It's
not
easy
as
an
outsider.
Radhika
further
said
that
she
still
auditions,
but
after
Angrezi
Medium,
she
has
got
some
freedom
to
decide
when
it
comes
to
scripts.
Radhika
Says
She
Was
Scared
If
Her
Choices
Would
Affect
Her
Career
The
actress
who
has
some
unconventional
films
like
Pataakha
and
Mard
Ko
Dard
Nahi
Hota
(MKDNH)
2019)
to
her
credit
was
quoted
as
saying,
"Honestly,
I
was
the
kind
of
girl
who
grew
up
watching
Dharma
and
Yash
Raj
films.
So,
I
had
a
very
conventional
view
of
a
debut.
In
Pataakha,
I
played
a
gaon
wali,
12
kgs
heavier,
four
shades
darker.
The
first
scene
I
shot
for
MKDNH
was
main
poster
chipka
rahi
hoon,
phir
mera
fight
scene
tha
with
Nakhrewaali
(song)
playing
in
the
background.
My
hair
didn't
fly,
neither
did
I
step
out
of
a
convertible
car.
Vasan
(Bala;
director)
sir
and
Vishal
(Bhardwaj;
director)
sir
made
me
realise
I
was
chasing
something
which
is
superficial,
short
term."
Radhika
Madan
On
Facing
Rejections
Earlier,
the
actress
had
opened
up
about
losing
out
on
Student
of
the
Year
2,
and
being
told
by
a
casting
director
that
she
isn't
beautiful.
Talking
about
dealing
with
rejections,
Radhika
said,
"If
I
start
talking
about
rejections
this
conversation
might
go
on.
I
did
lose
project
to
a
star
kid
but
then
my
audition
also
didn't
go
well.
But
when
you're
told
you're
a
good
actor
but
not
pretty
enough
at
the
age
of
20,
it
shakes
your
confidence."
"We've
been
conditioned
for
years
as
to
how
a
hero/heroine
should
look
like.
Thankfully,
people
like
Vasan
Bala,
Vishal
Bhardwaj,
Homi
Adajania
don't
follow
these
stereotypes,"
the
actress
further
told
the
tabloid.
Radhika
Madan
Says
She
Started
Questioning
Herself
After
Every
Rejection
"And
now,
I
take
time
to
understand
if
the
criticism
is
constructive
or
based
on
some
preconditioning.
It's
not
like
someone
is
saying
that
you
need
to
work
on
your
skills
and
I
would
brush
it
off.
I
listen
to
everything
and
work
on
myself,"
Radhika
told
Hindustan
Times.
Radhika
Madan
Reacts
To
The
Various
Allegations
Levelled
Against
The
Film
Industry
The
actress
said,
"There
are
issues
in
every
industry.
But
since
ours
is
in
the
limelight,
things
get
magnified.
There
are
good
and
bad
people
everywhere.
It
all
depends
on
how
you
move
ahead
with
your
capability.
We
don't
need
validation
from
outside
to
find
our
own
calling.
You
don't
need
to
explain
yourself
to
everyone
or
believe
everything
people
say.
Find
out
for
yourself
what's
right
or
wrong.
Choose
the
company
you
keep
wisely
and
just
concentrate
on
your
dream."