Ankita
Lokhande
recalls
Sushant
Singh
Rajput's
demise:
Ankita
Lokhande,
who
is
currently
a
part
of
the
popular
reality
show
Bigg
Boss
17,
continues
to
navigate
through
her
complex
emotions.
The
actress
has
spoken
about
her
ex-partner
Sushant
Singh
Rajput
multiple
times
inside
the
show.
From
calling
herself
possessive
to
revealing
the
reason
behind
their
breakup,
Ankita
has
brought
up
SSR's
topic
on
numerous
occasions.
The
39-year-old,
in
the
latest
episode,
opened
up
about
getting
numb
after
learning
about
Sushant's
demise.
Ankita
Lokhande
recalls
SSR's
demise
Ankita
got
emotional
recalling
SSR's
death
while
talking
to
Munawar
Faruqui.
It
all
started
when
K-pop
singer,
Aoora
asked
Ankita
whether
she
blocks
people
on
social
media.
Replying
to
him,
Ankita
said,
"Yaa,
I
block
many
people.
I
have
blocked
already."
She
said,
"But
maine
na
bohot
logo
ko
uss
time
pe
block
kiya.
Kyuki
meko
itna
ganda
bola
jaata
tha,
mei
nahi
le
sakti
thi.
Maine
block
kar
diya.
It
was
very
difficult.
For
anyone
who
was
related
to
him
(Sushant
Singh
Rajput).
I
was
not
there
in
his
life
when
it
all
happened."
Munawar
then
mentioned
how
people
in
those
days
became
detectives
on
the
internet.
The
Pavitra
Rishta
actress
further
told
him
that
she
was
shattered:
"Meri
toh
sab
hawayein
udd
chuki
thi.
Main
chahe
ho
ya
nahi
sath
mei
usse
koi
farak
nahi
padta."
Ankita
about
her
breakup
Munawar
then
asked
Ankita
about
her
relationship
with
SSR
and
their
breakup.
Ankita
said
they
broke
up
on
February
26,
2016
and
were
in
a
live-in
relationship
while
dating.
"Yes,
for
7
years.
Just
after
one
month
of
Pavitra
Rishta,
we
started
dating.
Even
he
must
have
been
in
pain,
I'm
sure.
But
it
was
very
painful
for
me
because
he
was
moving
ahead
in
something,
and
I
used
to
feel
left
out.
Even
he
didn't
know
that
this
would
happen."
Ankita
talks
about
SSR's
family
The
Manikarnika
actress
further
praised
Sushant's
family
and
stated
they
are
well-educated
people.
She
added,
"No.
One
of
his
sisters
was
in
the
USA,
another
is
in
Chandigarh,
his
father
was
in
Patna
and
Delhi.
Very
very
well-educated
family.
Highly
intelligent
people.
He
was
so
intelligent.
He
used
to
solve
any
mathematics.
He
was
an
IIT
student
and
in
India,
he
earned
7th
rank
something
in
IIT."
Ankita
recalls
being
numb
after
seeing
Suhant's
death
pic
The
actress
then
recalled
heartbreaking
moments
after
she
received
Sushant's
dead
photo
that
left
her
numb.
She
shared,
"When
I
saw
him,
I
felt
everything
was
over.
So
many
films
he
watched,
and
everything
was
over.
There
was
this
one
picture
of
him
which
was
very
bad.
It
looked
like
he's
sleeping.""
"I
just
kept
looking
at
that
picture
and
thought
there
was
so
much
in
his
brain.
I
knew
him
very
well.
He
must
have
had
so
much
in
his
brain
but
all
was
vanished.
You
are
nothing,
you're
just
a
body
then.
Tut
gaya
voh
kisi
chiz
se.
Nahi
hona
chahiye
tha," she
said.