Remembering
his
actor-father
Irrfan
Khan
on
his
first
death
anniversary
(April
29,
2021),
Babil
Khan
told
a
leading
daily
that
he
will
never
get
over
his
personal
loss,
and
it's
very
difficult
for
him
to
explain
his
trauma.
While
speaking
to
TOI,
Babil
said
that
it
is
easy
for
someone
to
say
'I
am
putting
myself
in
your
shoes
and
understanding',
but
the
young
man
said
that
nobody
can
understand
his
pain.
Babil
said,
"You
can't
experience
something
that
someone
has
experienced.
The
biggest
loss
I
have
-
see,
I
really
don't
have
friends.
I
have
a
very,
very
close
circle.
And
he
was
my
bestest
friend.
I
don't
know
how
to
explain
the
relationship...
If
you
ever
saw
us
together,
you
wouldn't
be
able
to
make
out
if
I
was
his
son-
we
had
a
ball,
man!
We
fought
also
like
children."
Babil
further
said
that
he
and
his
father
were
best
friends,
and
that
has
been
the
biggest
loss
for
him.
"People
are
like,
'it
has
been
this
long,
now
just
get
over
it'...
bro,
for
15,
25,
35
years,
till
the
end
of
my
life,
I
will
never
be
able
to
get
over
this.
Because
it
is
not
possible
for
me
to
ever
find
a
friend
like
him," said
Babil
with
a
heavy
heart.
Explaining
what
he
goes
through
every
night,
Babil
said
that
almost
every
night,
he
dreams
about
his
dad,
and
he
feels
that
it
is
the
only
way
of
reaching
him.
Babil
said
that
he
hates
waking
up
and
coming
back
to
reality,
as
he
doesn't
like
the
dream
coming
to
an
end.
"I
hate
waking
up.
I
never
had
that
problem.
But
now
it
is
like
I
don't
want
to
let
go
of
that
dream.
He
was
my
closest,
my
bestest-
he
was
my
soulmate.
When
he
left,
half
of
my
soul
left,
you
know.
I
can
see
that
there
is
this
huge
chunk
of
me
that's
missing,
that
I
guess
some
day
I
will
be
able
to
rebuild,
but
it
is
difficult
for
anyone
to
face
a
thing
like
this,
to
lose
someone,
to
be
hit
by
that
pain,"
added
Babil.