Nikki
Tamboli,
who
became
popular
with
her
Bigg
Boss
14
stint,
will
be
seen
in
Khatron
Ke
Khiladi
11.
The
actress
might
have
been
posting
some
happy
pictures
with
her
KKK
11
co-contestants,
but
is
broken
from
inside
as
she
lost
her
brother
Jatin
Tamboli
recently.
It
has
to
be
recalled
that
Jatin,
who
was
just
29,
succumbed
to
COVID-19
related
complications.
Although
the
actress
looks
strong,
she
is
yet
to
come
to
terms
with
her
brother's
demise.
Nikki
had
revealed
that
it
was
his
brother's
dream
to
see
her
in
KKK
11
and
that's
the
reason
she
took
up
the
stunt-based
reality
show.
Recently,
the
actress
shared
a
note
on
her
Instagram
account,
in
which
she
revealed
that
she
is
missing
her
brother
and
is
crying
to
sleep
almost
every
night.
Nikki
wrote,
"I
miss
my
brother
so
much
and
I
am
sobbing
myself
to
sleep
almost
every
night.
Few
people
whom
I
know
tell
me
that
it
was
his
time
to
go
and
I
should
be
glad
that
he's
not
in
emotional
pain
anymore
and
not
sick
anymore
and
that
I
have
to
let
him
go
but
my
mind
doesn't
want
to
accept
that."
She
continued,
"I
just
want
to
be
able
to
talk
to
my
brother
and
when
I
say
this
to
my
friends
they
say
me
that
I
still
can,
but
it's
not
the
same.....The
y
are
just
not
understanding
or
listening
to
how
I
am
feeling.
I
knew
my
brother
my
whole
life,
we
were
very
close
and
we
always
protected
each
other
from
the
other
family
members
and
I
had
to
look
after
him
for
most
of
his
life
even
when
I
wasn't
around.
I
kind
of
felt
like
my
brother's
sister
and
mum."
The
actress
further
wrote
that
although
her
parents
think
she
is
strong,
she
feels
everything
is
too
hard
and
each
day
is
difficult
to
live.
She
added
that
she
hasn't
accepted
her
brother's
death.
Nikki
concluded
by
writing,
"My
mum
and
father
just
keep
saying
I
am
the
strong
one
in
the
family
and
she
could
have
never
gone
through
my
and
she
expects
me
to
be
doing
ok
now
and
feeling
strong
now.
I
don't
feel
strong
at
all
now.
I
feel
like
everything
is
too
hard
and
I
just
feel
each
day
is
difficult
to
live.
I
haven't
accepted
my
brother's
death."
(sic)