In
her
new
YouTube
video,
filmmaker
Anurag
Kashyap's
daughter
Aaliyah
Kashyap
spoke
about
how
her
mental
health
took
a
toll
on
her,
and
she
felt
like
she
was
dying.
Speaking
about
dealing
with
anxiety
and
depression,
Aaliyah
said
that
she
dealt
with
them
since
she
was
a
teenager.
She
further
said
that
despite
dealing
with
it
on
and
off,
it
has
never
been
bad
to
the
point
where
she
couldn't
cope
with
it.
She
further
asserted
that
it
has
always
been
easy
for
her
to
snap
out
of
it,
and
it
never
bothered
her
to
the
point
where
she
felt
like
it
was
ruining
her
life.
However,
when
Aaliyah
tested
positive
for
COVID-19
last
November,
things
really
got
out
of
hand,
and
she
faced
the
worst
pangs
of
anxiety.
Aaliyah
said
that
ever
since
she
tested
positive
for
COVID-19,
she
has
not
been
able
to
snap
out
of
it.
Even
though
she
has
recovered
from
it
completely,
her
mental
health
is
still
not
in
a
good
shape.
"I'll
do
a
therapy
or
counselling
session
and
I'll
be
fine
for
months
or
weeks.
But
it
was
really
hard
for
me
after
November.
I
was
just
super
low,
constantly
crying,
feeling
like
there
was
no
purpose
to
my
life,
like
I
didn't
want
to
exist
or
do
anything.
I
thought
I
was
a
burden
on
everyone
else
and
all
of
these
negative
interrupting
thoughts
in
my
head
that
obviously
aren't
true.
But
that
is
what
it
felt
like," added
Aaliyah.
On
April
10,
Aaliyah
lived
her
nightmare
when
her
body
suddenly
became
numb
and
her
heart
started
beating
really
fast.
"I
started
sweating.
My
body
started
violently
trembling.
Literally,
I
was
like,
'I
am
dying'.
It
felt
like
this
was
it
for
me
and
I
was
going
to
die.
Mind
you,
I
have
had
panic
attacks
before
but
nothing
like
this,
ever.
So
I
didn't
know
what
I
was
having
was
a
panic
attack
and
not
a
heart
attack
or
stroke,"
recalled
Aaliyah.
When
Aaliyah
visited
the
hospital,
she
was
told
that
she
had
a
severe
anxiety
attack.
"It
was
like
the
scariest
day
and
night
of
my
life.
I
felt
so
much
anxiety,
for
no
reason.
Like,
nothing
triggered
it,"
shared
Aaliyah
with
her
followers
in
her
video.
Aaliyah
concluded
by
saying
that
the
only
reason
behind
sharing
such
details
about
her
anxiety
with
her
followers,
is
to
let
them
know
that
if
they're
facing
the
same,
they
should
know
that
they're
not
alone.