Actor
Kabir
Bedi
recently
unveiled
the
book
cover
of
his
upcoming
autobiography,
Stories
I
Must
Tell:
The
Emotional
Life
Of
An
Actor.
While
talking
about
his
autobiography,
he
also
opened
up
about
his
son
Siddharth
Bedi's
death
and
said
that
the
guilt
is
enormous.
He
told
Bollywood
Hungama
that
'the
wounds
healed
but
the
scars
will
always
remain.'
Kabir
added
that
it
is
important
for
the
family
to
stand
by
the
one
suffering
from
mental
illness
and
"don't
stop
loving
that
person."
Talking
about
his
son
and
his
mental
health,
Kabir
Bedi
told
the
portal,
"Siddharth
was
a
very
brilliant
young
man...
He
was
exceptional
in
his
abilities,
and
then
suddenly,
one
day,
he
couldn't
think."
Recalling
the
struggle
they
went
through,
Kabir
revealed
that
they
had
been
battling
unknown
ghosts
for
about
three
years
as
they
couldn't
figure
out
what
was
wrong.
"Eventually,
he
had
this
extremely
violent
breakout
in
the
streets
of
Montreal,
and
it
took
eight
policemen
to
nail
him
down.
And
then,
the
doctors
in
Montreal
finally
diagnosed
him
as
schizophrenic," Kabir
added.
Kabir
further
revealed
that
the
family
tried
to
battle
Siddharth's
illness
together
while
in
Los
Angeles,
however,
"In
the
end,
it
is
a
battle
that
I
lost
because
he
chose
to
go
through
suicide.
He
couldn't
bear
the
world
that
schizophrenia
gave
him."
Kabir
said
that
he
chose
to
write
about
Siddharth
because
he
felt
"enormous
guilt".
He
added,
"The
guilt
one
suffers
when
somebody
in
your
family
commits
suicide
is
enormous,
no
matter
how
much
you
try.
You
always
feel
you
could
have
done
something
to
save
that
person's
life."
According
to
reports,
Siddharth
Bedi
after
being
diagnosed
with
schizophrenia
died
by
suicide
in
1997
at
the
age
of
25.
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about
your
mental
well-being
or
of
someone
you
know?
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