Shahid
Kapoor
Talks
About
His
Life
In
Early
20s
The
actor
told
the
magazine,
"
I
was
cocky
in
my
twenties,
buying
sports
cars,
dating
actresses,
trying
to
live
the
life.
But
I'm
not
a
true-blue
star.
I
tried
to
be
one,
and
I
didn't
like
it.
Now
‘living
the
dream' is
only
about
the
films
I
want
to
do,
man.
Otherwise,
I'm
normal.
What
you
see
now
is
truly
how
I
am."
Did
He
Ever
Fell
In
Love
Before
Marriage?
To
this
he
replied,
"I
have
always
felt
like
a
bit
of
an
insider
and
an
outsider
in
the
film
industry.
And
I
couldn't
find
someone
who
was
simple,
like
me,
but
naturally
adjusted
to
a
life
of
stardom.
I
just
didn't
find
love,
bro."
Why
Online
Dating
Wasn't
His
Thing
Talking
about
the
same,
Shahid
said,
"A
dating
app
came
out
a
month
or
two
before
I
met
Mira,
so
I
never
got
there.
I
wouldn't
have
had
the
balls
to
anyway."
He
Thought
People
Would
Think
Of
It
As
Lame
He
further
added,
"People
would
think
I'm
so
lame.
Or
they
would
want
to
date
me
because
I'm
Shahid
Kapoor.
That's
the
reality.
When
you
become
a
star,
you
become
lonely,
because
your
exposure
to
the
world
outside
gets
limited."
That
Moment
When
Shahid
Fell
In
Love
With
Mira
Talking
about
the
"moment"
he
fell
in
love
with
Mira,
he
had
earlier
told
a
daily,
"I'm
still
falling
in
love
with
her....a
bit
more
every
day.
The
first
time
we
met,
we
spoke
for
seven
hours.
We
were
at
a
friends' farmhouse
in
Delhi.
We
went
for
a
walk
outside
and
the
sun
was
setting
behind
her.
I
realised
her
eyes
were
not
dark.
They
had
a
hazel
tinge.
That
moment,
I
felt
shayad
main
iss
ladki
se
shaadi
kar
sakta
hoon.
But
I
also
told
myself,
"What
are
you
thinking?
Bees
saal
ki
hai
besharam!"
She
Makes
Him
Want
To
Be
A
Better
Person
The
actor
had
earlier
shared,
"Mira
and
I
communicate
very
well.
That's
one
of
the
strongest
qualities
about
us.
They
always
say,
"Be
with
someone
who
helps
you
become
a
better
person." She
makes
me
want
to
be
a
better
person.
And
that
shows
that
she
is
a
really
good
person."