Meghan Markle Opens Up About Suicidal Thoughts, British Press And The Firm In Interview With Oprah Winfrey
Meghan Markle and Prince Harry's made several revelations in the CBS interview with Oprah Winfrey. The couple along with talking about their life as royals also revealed that they are having a girl this summer.
Meghan
Markle
and
Prince
Harry's
made
several
revelations
in
the
CBS
interview
with
Oprah
Winfrey.
Along
with
talking
about
their
life
as
royals,
the
couple
also
revealed
that
they
are
having
a
girl
this
summer.
Megan
who
was
seen
wearing
Princess
Diana's
bracelet
during
the
interview
talked
about
her
life
after
stepping
back.
She
shared
that
their
life
now
has
been
"really
fulfilling," and
they
are
focusing
on
"getting
back
down
to
basics."
Markle
in
the
interview
also
admitted
that
she
considered
suicide
after
the
British
tabloid's
intrusion
and
lack
of
support
from
the
Royal
Family.
She
told
Oprah
Winfrey,
she
just
wanted
to
make
the
royal
family
proud.
"I
left
my
career,
my
life,
I
left
everything
because
I
love
him.
Our
plan
was
to
do
this
forever
--
I
wrote
letters
to
his
family
saying
I
am
dedicated
to
this,
I
am
here
for
you,
use
me
as
you'd
like."
She
revealed
"there
was
no
guidance."
"There
were
certain
things
you
couldn't
do,
but
(unlike
the
movies)
there
was
no
class
on
how
to
speak,
how
to
cross
your
legs,
how
to
be
royal."
Markle
revealed
she
didn't
know
the
British
national
anthem,
and
nobody
in
the
royal
institution
thought
to
teach
her.
"That
was
me
Googling
late
at
night
...
we
were
doing
the
training
behind
the
scenes
because
I
wanted
to
make
them
proud."
Harry
also
opened
up
about
"The
firm"
having
"concerns
and
conversations
about
how
dark
[son
Archie's]
skin
was
going
to
be
when
he
was
born".
However,
he
denied
revealing
details
about
the
conversation
with
his
family,
"That
conversation,
I
am
never
going
to
share,"
Harry
said.
"At
the
time,
it
was
awkward,
I
was
a
bit
shocked."
Recalling
the
state
of
her
mental
health,
Meghan
said
that
she
didn't
want
to
live
anymore
and
was
seeking
help
but
was
denied
support
by
the
royal
family.
"I
was
really
ashamed
to
say
it
at
the
time,
and
ashamed
to
have
to
admit
it
to
Harry
especially,
because
I
know
how
much
loss
he
has
suffered,
but
I
knew
that
if
I
didn't
say
it,
that
I
would
do
it
--
and
I
just
didn't
want
to
be
alive
anymore."
"It
was
a
very
clear
and
real
and
frightening
constant
thought.
I
remember
how
he
just
cradled
me,
and
...
I
went
to
the
institution,
and
I
said
I
needed
to
go
somewhere
to
get
help
...
and
I
was
told
that
I
couldn't,"
she
added.
Meghan
ended
her
one-on-one
interview
with
Oprah
saying,
"I'm
not
going
to
live
my
life
in
fear."
Talking
about
sharing
her
truth
she
added,
"I
don't
know
how
they
could
expect
that
after
all
of
this
time,
we
would
still
just
be
silent
if
there
was
an
active
role
that
the
firm
is
playing
in
perpetuating
falsehoods
about
us.
At
a
certain
point
you're
going
to
go,
someone
just
tell
the
truth."
"If
that
comes
with
a
risk
of
losing
things,
there's
a
lot
that's
been
lost
already.
I've
lost
my
father,
I
lost
a
baby,
I
nearly
lost
my
name,
there's
the
loss
of
identity.
But
I'm
still
standing,
and
my
hope
for
people
in
the
takeaway
from
this,
is
to
know
that
there's
another
side
--
to
know
that
life
is
worth
living,"
Meghan
concluded.